Temptations!

I have combed all the Adidas shops already. Tsk. Of which, I went to Vivocity one today. Total crap. I was so tempted to get so many things! So I got a kids shorts. You know you know! I saw my model shoe “Honey Low” but in another colour. It’s like so nice that I wished I owned it. But oh wells. It’s just retarded to get the same kind just different colour. ):

Don’t the shoes looks nice! Sigh, but I wanted a white shoes, so no complains. *grumbles*

Went to Marche at Vivo for dinner. Not too bad for the second time going there, had a great night! Photos will be up after Meilan upload it.

BLESSED 20th Meilan! Love you! (:

Making decisions

It is never easy to make decisions and when it comes in a package of more than two, things are tougher than you think. Always in a dilemma when they are events that you want to be there, but life cruel reality hits you because you can never have the best of both worlds. I guess I will never fail to fall under this category where I have a package to choose from. .. After so many rounds of growing up, people still make the same mistake to choose the wrong decision.

Today which I thought I made a wrong decision, I came to realise during a seems long bus ride that maybe I was meant to realise that she wasn’t the right one for the people I love. Oh wells, but how do you put them into words?

The total damage for shopping for two days was like $131.50 and I bet its still counting. GSS is too irresistable and with the Adidas card, who can succumb to such temptation! HEHE. And I LLOOOVVVEEE ADIDAS. HAHAHA.

So I got a new shoe, new shirt and a new jeans. HEHE.

Any old how! I caught this cool 3D movie.

Its a really dumb and silly show, just hilarious with stupid conversations. HAHA. But its still worth the watch!

OHOH, I’m like dreaming these few days, which is like super scary. Dreamt about many people, maybe its because the moonlight is shining into my room since yesterday. -.-

Weird experience

The feeling of water touching the untouched, its like weird cooling feeling. It feels like you just watered a plant after a long time again. Whatever it is! I BATHED with my left hand tonight! It was like WOOHOO for me. Finally I’m like using my left hand to scrub my hair although my fourth and pinky wasn’t really scrubbing because I scared my hair will open the vunerable wound and clean myself up nicely. I know I sound so so dumb, but it really feels good. I haven’t been using my left hand for a month. I guess it taught me to appreciate my hands and my other body parts and thank God for the perfect body please. HAHA.

But due to the long period of not washing my finger. .. It seems like the skin would be like a granny skin and as if the wound might open up anytime. I’m like so afraid that I told my bro and he gave me the please-don’t-be-stupid face because he say its normal. TSK. I don’t like my finger.

Oh wells, training killed me today. It was just horrible and terrible because I felt that my chest couldn’t breath anymore. -.- It was just a simple and easy side step. I really can feel the amount of running I gotta do before the coach comes back from Taiwan. Or else I’ll just faint and die there. ):

Can’t wait for tmr! It’s Ice Age 3 with 3D glasses. HEHEHE. Eggcited!

The night light

Driving through the road, it may seems ordinary. .. But its the company that gives you a very different feeling. The feeling of sitting at the front seat(HEHE), the feeling of the front view of the road, and the blast of music. *winks

So I finally made a trip down the Ice Cream Chef after like billion of years driving pass there without stopping by to eat. It was really good! Providing the fact that I chose half of the mix-and-match. HEHE. Unlike some people who went down to eat twice but never fail to make medicine ice cream. HAHA. Anyways! the ice cream was YUMYUM please.

So I came home oh-so satisfied.

So the final day has come to remove the so called plaster on my finger. It was really disgusting and it feels like my heart is breaking into pieces. My finger has come out of the comfort zone of protection and now its on its own to survive. The splint is too big to protect my finger which I have to make a trip down to change the splint, and I will accidentally use my fourth finger to type on my keyboard which I already did. Sigh. All my dumb fault to take it out. ..

3 more weeks to the removal of the wires inside so my finger will not be like so fat.

Goodnight!

OMG

I think it has been like ages since I ever came to this page just to blog hop or to read people’s blog. HAHA. So everytime when I decide to get here, I’ll spend like 15mins just to read bout my longtimenosee friends blog. -.-

Time seems to fly by so fast yet not knowing what is the day or even the date already. School’s starting, which I dunno if I’m able to go school because of the freaking school fees. Oh wells. We’ll see how the plan that’s pathed out for me looks like. ..

Oh, and looking through my schedule book! Everyone is holding their 21st brithday celebration on a Saturday, lucky mine’s like one per week. Or else I have to leave for another.

So first of all!

Happy 21st Mo Keong!

So Meilan also changed her phone. Everyone is changing theirs. .. When’s my turn to change one? ):

P:S. Don’t ask bout the left side shadow. It’s not a ghost just some guy walking pass which destroyed the picture. -.-

Anyways I couldn’t really remember my programs. BUT. I FINALLY watched this. JUNE. HAHA.

I swear Megan Fox is really hot hot HOT in the movie. HAHAHA. I think the show wasn’t too bad, although its like sitting there for 2hrs 30mins. It’s a good show, Optimus Prime is like the best. HAHA. I din know that bumble bee was so strong too. So feel like watching it again. -.-

Okay dokie. Update soon again. .. I can’t wait to shop and eat and play ball soon. HEHE. 3 more weeks till the next surgery to remove the wires.

Bon Voyage

Departure was really saddening. ..  To put myself in any of those shoes I guess I’ll feel the same. But yes, its not a permanent thing.

Make a fruitful trip there Kel! We’ll visit you sometime next year. We need to save up. HEHE.

I’m changing my dressing on Friday. I hope I can at least go jogging? I need to train up abit of my fats now.

It’s not going too well now. ..

Big announcements

Got rejected by NTU, accepted by SIM. But money money, root of all evil and problems. I forgot when must I submit the enrolment stuff.

The date of second operation is getting nearer, I’m scared of pain. -.-

I officially stopped touching the orange ball for 3 weeks and still counting. .. I really want to get back to the fitter mood.

I’m gonna miss so many people after my next phase of life starts. I hope things would still be the same. (:

My life thus far has been like a mountain of hopes and valley of despairs. It’s been going around circles about my uni stuff and my finger and still my finger and my finger.

So I got rejected by NTU today, and I guess its like fated. HAHA. Yes I’m sad but I doubt I can do anything about it anymore. Let’s just pray hard that SIM accepts me and I can get into studies all over again. Then, I have to start to think about money. -.-

It’s gonna be a weekly thing now before my operation again to change my dressing. So the first time changing dressing was horrendous. The nurse told me she had to take out the plaster that were sticking onto my stitches because it had been a week since the operation. So yeah, she started to peel it out with the scalpel. So halfway through was bleeding because the plaster sticked onto my stitches and she peeled my wound open. TSK. I felt dizzy from the pain and blood. So weak. -.-

Oh yeah, this week has been a early mornings week for me. Changed dressing on Tuesday which I saw SK when I was crossing the road towards Raffles MRT. It’s like wow, long time no see yo. HEHEHE.

Then it was Kel’s birthday, which I did NOT forget okay. HEHE. It the surprise was a blast! Let’s not forgetting that dear Zoey was really good with her driving now after practising with her brother every night when she feels like driving. HAHAHA. So it is time to brush up on your directions already!

Pictures to be up soon. Goodnight!

All I wanted. ..

A normal and perfect mallet finger. ..

It was a horrible process

To watch the nurse change my dressing and witness the wound at the front where the wires are slot in, the top where the scalpel cuts, and the back where the cut was just a line.

To make it worse, the doc told me that I have to go for another surgery to remove the wire, at the end of 4th week after next Wednesday’s doctor’s appointment.

At the point of time, I just felt light-headed and nausea. It’s not that I’m weak but I cannot take the process and the extreme pain of the jab all over again. Hearing the surgeons talk inside the operation theatre is just not too nice. =\

I haven’t been bathing properly because of the left hand, that my right hidden parts cannot be cleaned and my face not being able to be washed away. Pimples pimples.

On a side note, I went shopping today with Momma after our doctor’s appointments and I got some goodie at Mango. HEHEHE.

I want the pain to go away. ..

Tell me about it

The feeling of pain came at 8:30am. But thank God I really had a good night sleep with no nightmares but just peace. It’s just so throbbing that even my brain is feeling it now. So much of trying so hard to protect my finger, I dropped my handphone unto the metal thing on my finger. I would want to scream out loud but all I could do is endure. Heard from mom that they might change the dressing fir my finger. .. I wonder if I’m prepared to see it. ):

Oh! And FTT was GOOD! Hehehehe. Passed one and failed one for my e-trial. But it was a PASSED shown on the screen. Yay! So yes, I passed my FTT on June’s birthday. Not bad right.

So feel like making my PDL but I doubt I can start learning for the next 2 months. Sigh, my finger is giving alot of problem. How to sleep at night with the pain?

Anyways it was DTF today and Bakerzin for dessert which tasted real good because it was fun and fun. Finally we took many photos for my 2009 folder. -.- HEHE.

Time for stronger painkiller then off to bed!