sianz..

hahaz.. ya.. everyday is like sian fer me.. stupid lo… today in skool i tink onli got 2 subjects to study.. english teacher nvr come.. sianz.. den talent time.. eek! spoil my ears.. dunno how to use eletric guitar.. den the noise really is noise pollution lo.. sianz.. den wait fer meilan den go play bball.. today something really idiot happen.. dunno y the person like nutting to do.. keep disturbing ppl.. always test my tolerance.. everyone oso have limited tolerance lo.. not onli u.. sianz.. keep disturbing me.. say thing tat is so insulting sometimes.. i tink i should be angry wif u and not u angry wif me now lohz.. ok la.. u are like that nvm.. but should know the limit oso wat.. onli u can shoot ppl until they jus diam diam but y cant ppl do tat to u.. sianz.. i dun wan say liao.. i oso nutting to say.. i jus dun care bout wat u type on ur nick or watever.. later talk le sure quarrel.. sianz..





bye..

sickening day fer me.. =/

today is jus a bad bad day fer me.. been sick fer 3 days le.. sianz.. still haven ok.. today in skool use 2 packets of tissue paper still not enough.. sianz.. go dnt fer lesson oso no use.. mr teo not in.. dunno wat happen to him.. ytd he receive a call den go out urgently le.. sianz.. how to complete my artefact like tat.. haiz..


den today netball.. see le really feel so disappointed and dishearten.. when we leave le.. all the netballers slack like dunno wat.. haiz.. wat happen?!?! there’ s no communication in everyone.. den still can say disband.. we put in so many effort jus to hold this cca.. den wat happen.. now no one put in the commitment.. sec 3s oso the same.. almost all dun wan come.. sec 2s? all not happy.. some show attitude.. den sec 1s all dun wan come.. wats the problem wif u guys lohz.. u guy swont know how i feel.. onli tink bout urself.. got friendly match.. so? wanna play.. but u guys got tink anotz.. no stamina.. no team work… no communication.. how to play? onli let ppl trash.. u guys treat it as wat.. jus play play… wat happen to last time de u all.. den farewell party fer ys become wat le.. haiz.. jus no words to express out.. jus feel very upset wif u all.. haiz..

haiz…

pathetic me.. haiz.. really going to go crazy soon.. stupid 2 bros sleeping.. den all the clothing and everything all i need to do… i nvr even revise my subjects.. they stupid dunno how to help onli care bout themselves.. tired den sleep.. wat bout me!!! so angry and frustrated.. stupid..





GOD HELP ME!!!!!!!! >.<

mondays blues… =(

yea… its really monday blues manz.. sianz.. sunday i slept at 130AM den woke up at 810AM.. sianz..den today skool i still sleep at 11 last nitez.. sianz.. today 620 wake up.. wanna lai chuang oso cannot… >.<
not enough sleep lo.. sianz..den wake up house dark dark.. so scary.. sianz.. but the same time too tired to be scared.. hahaz.. den make breakfast fer my didi and me.. sianz.. den my mum woke up.. hahaz.. thought she wanna use the toilet but she wanna make breakfast fer us.. hahaz.. but i make le.. den she praise me lehz.. hehez… =x
hahz.. sianz.. den morning still fine de… den stupid.. go skool i keep sneezing.. den can feel that i going to be sick.. sianz.. kena flu le.. come home headache.. den skool jus start.. cannot dun go skool.. DT oso coming.. sianz..

last nitez so late sleep oso got reason la.. haiz.. coz my daddy dun wan talk to me.. tried to talk and start a conversation but he jus pretend cant hear.. sianz.. dunno wat happen to me and him oso..


now sick till i so tired le.. but need to do revision.. but dunno i will have the mood to do anotz.. sianz.. dunno wats happening to me oso..



neways.. gtg le la.. tata! =/

another day.. =/

ok.. haha.. another day has pass.. and tml is the reopen of skool again.. den sure stress like dunno wat jus to prepare fer my Os le.. sianz.. dun wan this sunday to pass so fast.. >.<
ytd go to airport again.. hahaz.. sianz.. wif my kor and didi… go meet my aunt they all.. sianz..den till 1220.. the car cannot sit so many ppl.. so as usual my kor kor, alvin and me took the bus.. when we go down the escalator den we saw bus 27.. but nature call mahz.. hahaz.. so i need the toilet.. den when we come out.. the whole place so quiet.. den we thought wat.. den after tat.. we saw that the 27 bus was the last bus! sianz.. den we wait till 1245. den decided to take a cabby back home.. sianz.. $11 lehz..so xXx.. who call us so suay.. hahaz.. sianz..den slept at bout 130..


den lehz.. today woke up at 810.. coz need to go fer service.. sianz.. so so so tired.. den the service ok la.. den kena bully by carina and charmian.. both come WoOOz me.. =.=”
LoveS GEL more and more.. hahaz.. wif all the fun and laughter.. hahaz.. ok la.. that should be all.. jus dunno later got go my ah ma house anotz.. coz tml got skool le.. haiz.. ok la!





tata! =)

x.x

sianz.. today conference wif meilan, mu hua, nelson, and qiang horng at 11+ to 1230 or so.. say wat.. 1030 meet in skool to do project.. den i and meilan bout 1045 reach skool sickening no one turn up.. this is my first time waiting fer ppl fer 2 hours! make so so angry.. call qiang horng hp mu hua answer den say they on the way.. -.-
den later i wait till 1215 den they say qiang horng is some how be the “coach” of a team coz they have match.. den say the weather fault.. sianz.. let me and meilan wait so long lo.. stupid goons! den nelson who set the time 1030 de 2 hrs later den come.. den after that qiang horng and nelson kena bully by me.. wahahahahahaz… =x
go pinch their stomach..[ps:all thx to charmian ar! lol.. learn how to pinch ppl stomach.. =x]
hahaz.. neways.. we wanted to do dnt.. but dnt workshop close at 12.. =.=”
den go shop la.. go cs eat long john.. den go walk around.. sianz… den play pool.. =x hahaz.. but really lousy at it lohz.. so difficult to hit the stupid ball.. but i guess i improve abit le la.. hahaz.. but was wearing half u.. so kena chase out by the owner.. >.<

thats all la.. fer now.. lol.. later going to practice maths le.. if not go skool my maths lousy again.. but dunno can concentrate anotz.. >.<


ok la.. tata guys!

`Shopping Spree~`

yupz.. today went fer shopping spree wif my mum.. sianz.. ytd slept at 12 lo.. den today she 630 wake me up.. soh soh soh tired.. sianz.. but den i woke up at 730 la.. hehez.. sianz.. coz today mango got 50% sale.. lol.. den 8 open le… and today i jus learn that women are really crazy over sales and shopping.. lol.. when we reach tm at 830 my mum say we go see see first la.. den i anything lo.. sianz.. guess wat.. when we reach there all the crazy women are over there taking clothes and trying and squezzing here and there.. like theres no tml like that.. lol.. den my mum and i go see see the clothes lo.. actually there got not much nice nice de clothes.. but my mum bought those nice ones la.. hahaz.. =x
buy bout 2 tops and 1 skirt den $99.50 le.. O.O
make me shock.. lol.. den after that go eat my hotcake breakfast.. *grin*
hahahz.. den later my mum and i stomach pain.. -.-”
lol.. den i go *bomb* that time my mum go do pedicure.. sianz.. den i walk so long den she ok lo.. den go buy sandals fer me.. hahaz.. at last got a sandal fer myself.. den my mum say i look so rough wif sandals.. sianz…… hahaz.. den bought myself a top at FOX.. hahaz.. the top was jus.. super duper nice! lol.. sianz.. come home do household again lo.. hahaz.. den jus eat finish dinner.. lol.. ok la.. thats all fer now.. now write if not later cannot write le.. hahaz.. cant use com..

tata!

-=hmmm..=-

hahaz.. dunno wat title of post i wan so anyhow put lo.. sianz.. ytd nvr blog… jus mish my blog so much.. lol.. sianz.. ytd thing i forget le.. dunno wat to blog.. lol.. ytd go dnt at 9++ till 6++ den come home.. sianz.. do the same thing at last do finish le.. hahaz.. got da sense of archievement there.. lol.. sianz.. den lunch at 1230.. lol.. go to 201 coffee shop eat wif meilan, nelson, mu hua, barry, and zheng en…[did i miss anyone's name??] hahaz.. guess i remembered wat happen ya?? hahaz.. =x
sianz.. den today lehz.. go skool jus restick my fish de eyes.. den nutting to do le! stupid.. let me waste my 5 hours waiting fer mr teo to help me.. need his instructions..coz is another thing i need to do.. i guess he’s out of idea.. coz he keep helping others.. lol.. sianz.. den today something big bighappen.. lol.. ok la.. is bout mu hua de.. he slack in dnt room so he go use tool to make “music” but that stupid mr zahid come in say him in a sacarstic tone tell him wanna make “music” go out make.. den he angry lo.. go out he slam the door.. den mr zahid tell mr teo say dun give him his materials.. -.-
stupid la.. den after that waited fer 1 hr le.. so i go out fer breathe-taking.. lol.. den heard some shouting and talking sounds den saw mu hua come out angrily wif his bag.. ask him wat happen he ignore me.. =.=”
den i tink he very angry lo.. den go punch mr zahid’s car[the most lousiest car i ever seen].. the proton car steel dented.. lame lohz.. den mu hua jus walk off.. mr zahid den say he saw mu hua punch his car den say wanna go call police and sue him.. …dots… like that oso can.. but in the end our VP took over the thing.. he asked some questions den i showed my fren the dent.. den i faster walk to mr teo workshop dun wanna care le.. den i tio le.. someone tell VP say i witness the case.. sianz.. so gotta write a report of wat happen to him.. sianz.. hahaz.. den go 201 eat again.. lol.. den i wait fer 5 hours den mr teo still busy.. coz mr zahid not in.. stupid.. den need to wait.. 5 hours.. hahaz.. i guess that train my patience.. hahaz.. sianz.. hahaz.. thats all fer today..
tata!

SuNdAY!!!

ok.. here to write my bloggy again.. hehez.. today went fer the first time fer gte service.. normally go fer ncc service de.. but my mum.. she nvr go.. so i go wif meilan today.. lol.. nvr sms her say i going too.. lol.. den at 845 i tink she leave the house wif her bro le.. den after that we so heng… meet her at 201 bus stop.. hahahahz.. den go fer service le.. hahaz.. ok.. the service was not bad la.. lol.. den after service come home den go out wif my mum and didi eat den go my wai po house.. coz my wai po jus came back from korea.. hahahaz.. brought back alot of good food and tibits! lol.. heheheheheZ! continue to eat like that i sure very fat.. lol.. sianz.. hmm.. den today overall ok la.. enjoy myself.. but i did not do my skool work yet.. =x lol.. sianz.. dunno issit God talking to me or i jus feeling it.. jus that i need to forgive and honour my dad before i can feel God’s real presence and he’s wif me.. hmm.. dunno?? go off le.. going to airport to meet my aunt over there slack.. lol.. den tml go skool do dnt.. sianz.. thats all folks!
good nitez and tata!

+-4 days 3 nitez-+

Ok! ima back! hehehez… did enjoy myself during the camp… 1 word to describe is “amazing“.. its was cool! really did enjoy and experience alot of things during the camp.. the journey took us 3 and 1/2 hours… we were talking and eating in the bus and can tell that everyone was so excited… during these time, i guess our relationship did pulled us closer to each other… we had our rooms and shared wif charmian, charissa, meilan, sophia and me! hehez.. the first nitez we waited fer charissa and sophia’s meeting to finish and i guess that was bout 2+ or 3?? hahahaz.. first time sleeping so late and it was onli the first nitez.. next morning we got morning stretch.. hahhaz.. it was quite lame actually but did enjoy it.. den we had ministry of words… the 4 days ministry of words really made me really have faith in God and believing in him.. he made wonders into my life.. rev. rusty russell spoke to us bout God and his prophesy was really accurate.. i do not know wat to say or express out here but i know that the holy spirit has gone into each and everyone of us in the camp.. i now den oso understood y when rev rusty laid hands on us ppl would us fall and rest[oso called God's annointing i guess]… fer i had oso experience it.. it was jus amazing… i jus lost my strength and jus resting peacefully… even though i could hear ppl talking.. but i jus could not stand up… my face was heating up and i know that the holy spirit is filling me i guess.. the second nitez we slept at 2++ again.. hahahz.. everyone squezze on 1 queen size bed and charmian went crazy… lol.. she jus jumped and lie on everyone of us.. hahahaz.. den we were playing like crazy gurls.. lol… all those happy memories were jus flowing in my mind.. hahhaz.. could not forget those moments.. =) den the third nitez everyone was so tired… but we still slept i guess around 2?? hahaz.. i kept calling sophia not to sleep.. shaking her leg… hahhaz.. i jus cant sleep when i keep laughing.. hahhaz.. she was like “ok ok.. i nvr sleep i nvr sleep..” hahahhaz.. that was fun.. hahahz.. everyone looks tired and the fourth day when we had our last group devotion not many ppl went.. lol.. from 4 groups it changed to onli 2 groups.. hahahz.. den the rest onli appeared during breakfast.. hahahz.. 5 of us oso went during breakfast.. =x
hahahhaz.. den went we reach the church at nitez charmian said that she would call me early in the morning… -.- and charmian really did call me when she go out.. lol.. crazy gurl.. wake up at 8+= den call me.. i still in my dream lehz.. hahhahaz… but i still slept till 1++.. was so so so so tired.. hahaz.. eye bag darken le.. lol.. thats all folks! fer the 4 days 3 nitez first family camp.. =p den i quarrelled wif my dad yesterday again.. he jus keep saying that if i really did go baptise he would jus disown me straight and i can see that he mean it.. i jus cried to God last nitez.. i pray that my dad would jus accept God one day… i jus could not control my temper.. haiz.. keep having faith in God.. i know that he would make wonders fer me.. i dont understand.. he tinks my mum is a religion betrayer.. is there such things?? i told him… did we had a choice to choose wat religion we want.. he jus said from baby till now we keep going temple.. so?? i nvr choose wat i wan.. everything is jus set fer me.. i dunno wat to do.. and he keep saying next time he and my kor will live together… did my kor really want that?? haiz.. wat happen.. is things getting worser and worser?? but i know that God will be there fer me and listen to my prayer… and i will receive it when the time is rite?? hope so… hmmm… now need to go le…
God bless…
tata guys!
TaKe CaRe!