What i feel about my family[Eng topic!]

There is no words to say about what i feel about my family. Basically, i do not really come from a very happy family full of warmth. When i was young, i really do envy some of my friends when they will have their family outing on weekends. But, for now, i guess i am happy enough. Since young my parents started to quarrel and i feel sick and tired sometimes. However, as time goes by, they soon tone down and do not care about each other and we are just the reason they lived together.

Even though i have such a family, but i have my mum who really take care of our needs and my dad who gives my brothers and I weekly pocket money. I feel that my dad dotes my the most as i am the only daughter and i am the apple in his eyes. But that does not means that he is biase towards my two other brothers. When i am in the wrong my dad would also scold me. For my mum, she is one who will be strict on us and would discipline us. Still remembering when i was young, she would use a cane to cane my brother and I when we are rude to her or do not listen to her. I guesss that really helped me a lot as now i am grown-up, i am much more discipline and not defiant towards her. Now coming to my elder brother! He is 6 years older than me and he has a bad temper. Sometimes when he is so unreasonable, i really feel like whacking him but i am no match for him. Haha! But i can feel the love, care and concern he have for my younger brother and me. Lastly for my younger brother! I use to fight with him when we were young, quarreling over trival matters and now thinking about it I really feel so stupid that i really did those things when i was young. But i still dote my younger brother a lot even when i is really quite annoying and rebellious sometimes.


I feel that my family is not a perfect family like others but i know that each and everyone of us are concern about each other deep down in the heart. Love does not need to be expressed by words but through your actions love is expressed. Quarrels do affect my family but i guess that is how the love and bond becomes stronger….. =)

*stress*

IM back!!!!!! hahaz… sianz.. jus now come home from 7 to 9 chiong dnt.. sian.. today give lim kok kok see my folio.. sianz.. he say got alot of missing things.. sianz.. so tried to add in.. sianz.. but horz… very tiring lo… haiz.. but at least artefact finish le.. but horz.. onli tml can assemble.. sianz.. but dunno will work anotz.. sianz.. really really stress..!!! coz after my bday den need to pass up my folio… argh!!!!!!! will have a bad bday… =.=”
but i know my frens will make it happy… hahaz… coz they will sabo me de… =(
hmmm… actually nutting much happen this few days.. and now lazy to write le.. so i guess 1 after long long time den i will write ba.. coz really really busy… den really need to focus le.. can see lo.. coz horz.. i very very long nvr touch bball le.. sianz.. lucky PE that time got bball.. teacher teaching us how to play.. hahaz… so its a relieve of stress fer me… sianz… need to chiong dnt le.. tata! neways prelim coming le.. really hope can do well ba.. >.<
pray fer me all those who read my blog horz.. =x
hahaz… thankz..!

go do dnt le la.. tata! nitez!

new updates!! =D

hahaz… im back!!! lol… yupz.. very very long nvr use com le… everyday reach home at 6++ den start doing hw at 730 till 1030… so tired… sianz.. now time is flying fast!! too fast that its very difficult to catch up… hmmm…. =/
ytd jus too my english O lvl oral.. overall ok la.. but dunno y i so nervous lo.. actually not one.. den suddenly very tense… -.-
sianz.. but overall i can say its easy? but dunno wat grade i will get… sianz.. jus hope to do well.. coz…. i decided to go JC!! hehez… dunno la.. so my prelims need to do well.. so can go the first 3 months.. sianz.. so packed up my time.. so now i do dnt till 5+ den go home le.. shower finish den sleep fer 1 hr.. eat dinner den start finishing my hw den chiong my dnt… =/
need to pass up my folio and my artefact on 29 august… how?? >.<
sianz.. den today lunar calendar is 15th.. so now going to my ah ma house le.. sianz… hmmm.. den guess wat! my MT O lvl got a B3!! hehez.. din expect… even my chinese teacher say i nvr disappoint her lehz.. hehez.. so can see that my chinese is so kan tang(potato)… lol… sianz.. den dnt folio onli got 31 pages.. dunno can anotz oso.. den mr lim today say.. monday bring my folio let him see… dunno later he will ask me redo all anotz… -.-
hmmm… gtg le ba.. hahaz… neways my BDAY coming soon le lehz.. =x
hahaz… but dunno got how many days to my bday.. coz now busy with dnt.. =/
hmmm.. lazy to count oso… hahaz.. neways.. gtg le.. tata!

hmmm…

hmm.. dunno wat title to write.. so anyhow write again.. lol.. sianz.. neways really so tired lo.. hahaz.. coz spent my 3 hol(8,9,10) playing.. hahaz.. did not study.. =/
haiss.. really worried bout my O lvls.. but dunno y jus can concentrate when i got da feeling of playing bball during studying.. -.-
sianz.. hmmm… neways! start talking bout my 3 day hols! hehez.. =D


8th august
yay! half day skool! lol.. so happy.. coz half day skool and got inter-house finals! hehez.. yupz… managed to escape from the hall performance coz i become umpire fer lower sec captain’s ball.. hehez.. hmmm… but did not get the national day gift… =“(
hahaz… den i guess i did not play really well fer my game on that day.. dunno y my pass or i shoot all over one.. poor hafizah cannot catch.. =/
but she was so power! hahaz.. nice catch she got from us.. hehez.. but i managed to defend well la.. hahaz… hit down many ball when they wan to shoot… lol.. see! i so good rite.. =x
hahaz.. neways finals was against jaguar with bonnie and mich inside.. hahaz.. both my junior.. lol.. bonnie hurt her finger still play.. hahaz.. but played well la.. lol.. hmmm… den after the whole thing i guess i went home den start to rot at home.. hahaz.. played gunbound.. hahaz.. thx xiangsheng fer buying avatar fer me ar! hehez.. am i childish? =x
hahaz.. sianz..


9th august
hehez.. public hol!!! hahaz… rot at home help to do household chores… till 430 i go meet meilan and her klass frens to go marina south to see fireworks! hahaz.. at first got quite a number of ppl going de… but in the end onli cheryl, nelson, chinka, ernie, meilan and me went.. -.-
but had a enjoyable time there.. hahaz.. first was chinka… -.-
so lame.. read story book till take the wrong line from aljunied to paya lebar when we are going to boon lay that track.. -.-
so we had to alight at kallang den wait fer his train den board to meet up wif him.. lol.. hahaz.. den we waited fer ernie at the marina padang.. but we dunno that is marina padang.. -.-
den after that we walk to marina carnival.. lol.. den after walk so long.. den we ask ppl around den they say marina padang is the place we waited.. -.-
den walk back until my leg so suan.. hahaz.. waited the the stage performance to begin.. coz meilan and cheryl wanna watch the jue dui superstars perform.. den i and nelson waited fer them.. coz chinka and ernie go back le.. -.-
the stupid drum bass so loud lo.. loud until my heart wanna come out liao… -.-
suffered fer 1hr i guess.. den the superstars den come out.. coz all the other artistes come out perform already den the superstars den perform.. -.-
hahaz.. but enjoyed myself la.. sianz..


10 august
sianz.. today was really darn tired lo.. coz ytd slept at 12 plus.. -.-
den meilan say meet at 10 to go skool do dnt.. but i 1030 den wake up.. >.<
hahaz.. lucky she say 11 den go.. lol.. sianz.. go to skool.. den go dnt that time.. mr teo say need 2mm drill bit.. -.- den lim cock cock nvr come to skool.. -.-
den mr teo all the 2mm drill bit all spoil or lost.. sianz.. den i need to go 201 buy.. waste my time.. go skool do nutting.. sianz.. den buy le shop wif meilan at pasa malam.. hahaz.. but nutting to shop.. =x
lol.. sianz.. den going back daryll as me buy another 2mm drill bit fer him.. i bought 2 den i buy 1 more fer him.. going to skool that time passed the drill bit to him.. hahaz.. den after that around 1 go TM go eat lunch.. sianz.. den meilan bro at 450 play bball.. so need to accompany meilan.. den sun bian play bball lo.. so did not go do dnt.. sianz.. but shot well today.. lol.. sianz.. but my mum not happy wif me.. say she very difficult to believe my words coz i told her go do dnt but i play bball.. but is really nutting to do lo.. haiss.. sianz.. den after play le jun wei come.. hahaz.. coz tml got worship.. lol.. before prayer meeting.. and i am leading! hehez.. so practiced and continue to learn to play guitar.. hahaz… sianz.. den around 620 go home.. den my mum start saying those things ive metioned.. -.-
sianz.. hahaz.. can write blog coz i need to type lyrics fer tml worship.. hahaz.. neways singing Light Of the World tml.. hahaz.. sianz.. so excited some how.. hahaz… sianz.. thats all fer the day! hehez.. going to sleep le.. jus nice 1005PM.. hahaz..


ps:
sianz.. jus dun understand guys! they are so sensitive when the gurl they like get close to guys or being wif guys.. and becoz of that they call the gurl flirt.. such sickening idiotic kuku bumholes! talk bout it make me angry.. sianz.. sorry if i had de zui u.. but u really make me hate u when u say such words! i can have my own circle of frens! u cannot stop me from mixing wif guys! sorry fer some if i made u angry or upset coz i sms very wat.. i know but i cant control.. coz u sms is the same as the person that say me flirt! shito! dun wan talk liao.. i dun care u see it or not! i dun give a darn to it! humpx!



bye! ~.~

*cheer up gurls!*

hmm.. yupz.. today my juniors got match wif bedok south.. hmmm.. a game well played i guess.. hmm… guess im quite fierce today huh? sorry my frens.. coz i dunno y cant control it.. sorry ar.. sianz.. the first round see my juniors play make me dun wan to look at it anymore.. lol.. coz everyone so tense up so kan chiong to throw the ball away.. hahaz.. but…. u guys did well in the rest of the match.. except for some.. but overall was ok.. hmmm… i know u gurls had put in ur best effort.. its a good game! hmmm.. bonnie did very well today.. =) and had her finger injuried and swollen.. hahaz.. poor gurl.. but nice interception by her today.. hahaz.. hmmm.. but 1 comment to say is that both teams play very rough and aggressive today huh? everyone start not to have three feet and all..



but got 1 really bad bad incident and i tink i really sin le.. =/
coz their opponent team 1 player injuried.. pulled until her muscles.. den i tried to be kind and go forward to look.. den that stupid idiot sickening WD ask me shoo! wat the… i was so so so so so so so darn angry that all the vulgarities all jus came out from my mouth.. -.-
i oso dunno y.. but jus really going to blow my top… lucky their coach and teacher here.. if not i jus going to go confront her straight.. make me so so fed up.. idiot.. tink wat… idiot.. got that kind of wanna kena beat that kind of face.. *forgive celine!!!!!!!!!!* argh!!!!!! cant take it.. talk bout it make me very very mad.. >.<






sianz.. but well done gurls! hmmm.. jus recovered from my fever but not my serioud flu and cough.. but i know that God is healing me.. =)
hmmm.. dunno y suddenly so sick.. sianz.. den i dun tink i still studying lo.. like keep playing.. haiz.. but i must study well! sianz.. hmm…. neways! tml going for FOP(festival of praise)! but dunno my mummy let me go anotz.. haiz.. coz until 1030++ i guess.. sianz.. some more is at singapore indoor stadium.. sianz.. i oso dunno lo… haiz.. really hope i cant go.. coz i wan to go.. =x




hmmmm…..guess thats bout it fer today… need to go pomz den study le.. tata guys! nitez nitez..