What i feel about my family[Eng topic!]
There is no words to say about what i feel about my family. Basically, i do not really come from a very happy family full of warmth. When i was young, i really do envy some of my friends when they will have their family outing on weekends. But, for now, i guess i am happy enough. Since young my parents started to quarrel and i feel sick and tired sometimes. However, as time goes by, they soon tone down and do not care about each other and we are just the reason they lived together.
Even though i have such a family, but i have my mum who really take care of our needs and my dad who gives my brothers and I weekly pocket money. I feel that my dad dotes my the most as i am the only daughter and i am the apple in his eyes. But that does not means that he is biase towards my two other brothers. When i am in the wrong my dad would also scold me. For my mum, she is one who will be strict on us and would discipline us. Still remembering when i was young, she would use a cane to cane my brother and I when we are rude to her or do not listen to her. I guesss that really helped me a lot as now i am grown-up, i am much more discipline and not defiant towards her. Now coming to my elder brother! He is 6 years older than me and he has a bad temper. Sometimes when he is so unreasonable, i really feel like whacking him but i am no match for him. Haha! But i can feel the love, care and concern he have for my younger brother and me. Lastly for my younger brother! I use to fight with him when we were young, quarreling over trival matters and now thinking about it I really feel so stupid that i really did those things when i was young. But i still dote my younger brother a lot even when i is really quite annoying and rebellious sometimes.
I feel that my family is not a perfect family like others but i know that each and everyone of us are concern about each other deep down in the heart. Love does not need to be expressed by words but through your actions love is expressed. Quarrels do affect my family but i guess that is how the love and bond becomes stronger….. =)
