*tough*

im back! =)
hmmm.. today whole day do nothing i guess.. 1230 actually going to eat cafe cartel to celebrate winnie bday.. haha.. but i left home at 1230.. >.<
hmm..den after tat everyone decided to find job together.. at first.. i thought ok lo.. can can.. so meiyan bought papers.. den after tat onli got a few jobs onli.. sian.. so we decided to go town see see look look.. but guess wat.. we are picky.. so…… no jobs.. =/
haha.. yupz.. we do not know wat job to take.. -.-??
went to see HMV.. den thought of applying.. got 1 lady come wif her frens.. they work at HMV.. den the lady give attitude.. -.-
not happy.. den we dun wan liao.. =x
childish eh.. haha.. hmm.. den after tat walk and see got no jobs available.. anyone to intro? =/
walk till leg suan den tired.. all becoz of my bro! got band today den wan me to call him up at 7 when we slept at around 12.. >.<
have not sleep enough after the camp and all.. need more rest! more pimples coming out too.. >.<
hmm.. tink tml gonna look for job again..
COUSINS!! anyone got job? =x

*ciao* =)

Grad and GEL

Blog! i miss ya so much! =x
haha.. at last i came to blog.. went through lots of thinking, fun and laughter.. hehe.. yupz.. there was grad nitez, GEL youth camp..

24th nov
it was my GRAD PARTY! let us party! yea yea yea! haha.. it was a quite crap dinner actually.. but there was dance and all.. hehe.. paid 60 bucks jus for the door gift which include vit C, suppliments, grad cd and a sch key chain.. -.-
how crap can that be.. went to cut hair at 4 and quickly go home already.. coz im late! =.=”
meeting fang, winnie, meiyan, and xing juan.. haha.. my mum help me do make up and all.. and when i look into the mirror… GOSH! it look totally different.. i tink i look so NERD and funny! den i left the house at around 540? wore high heels(not that high actually.. onli bout 1 1/2 inches?) den my bro(elder) accompanied me till i take the cab.. i tell ya.. high heels are not easy to wear.. =.=”
while walking to the place to take cab.. i almost fell coz my heels did not step on the stairs.. >.<
but managed to walk better after walking around.. reach there around 610? saw all my frens and they were gorgeous and look totally different.. ^^
my fren say i look mature.. O.o??!! lol.. i onli feel that i look weird.. hmmm… den went in for the dinner.. den after that my leg there blister.. =(
becoz of the heels.. crap! but den kuan li asked my to go dance with her.. tell ya.. its my first time dancing.. +.+
haha.. so weird.. haha.. den after that go out le.. den reach home bout 1+ and slept at 2AM when the next morning i got church camp already.. =/

25th nov
yup yupz! woke up late and i expected it.. =x
woke up at 1010 when i need to pack my bag, eat breakfast, shower, and blah blah blah! den needa rush.. lucky i made it on time and im not late at all.. -.- thought of bringing my hp but i din coz the paper said not to bring.. actually wanted to go up take my hp when i walk halfway.. but tinking that im late.. i din! =(
cant live without a hp man! haha.. remembered i told u im the leader.. haha.. and my group is GREEN! keke.. seeing at my team members i do not know whether we could make it anot.. haha.. coz onli 2 boys and they are onli 12 and 14.. lol.. no older guys.. lol.. played games in church and i got another 2 blister and abrasion on my kneecap and leg all becoz of the carpet!
-.- cant believe it.. haha.. but i found out that my team was good! haha.. there was team work and all.. haha… u know y? coz im the leader mah… =x
no la.. haha.. joking.. =x
hmmm.. there was a speaker and he is roy christian! nice name eh.. lol.. but he is an indian with no indian slang when he speaks! but he speak english with a little slang! isnt that cooL! haha.. and he spoke on walking with God in worship.. hmmm.. got to know a little bout him and his journey wih God.. its really amazing how God changes a person over time.. the first day he spoke a little on worship and got to know that worship is not bout jus playing the instrument and singing worship songs.. but there are more of it! his session was really interesting.. =)
food was not really good and we ate cup noodles haha.. slept at around 130AM again.. and gotta wake up at 715.. =.=”"

26th nov
woke up at 7.. -.- coz im a light sleeper.. haha.. and i got onli 5hr 30 mins of sleep onli.. -.- and its really cold at nite.. legs are freezing and could not really sleep.. haha.. feeling quite tired but the games did try to keep me awake and stuff.. =/
dark clouds were forming and was not sure whether the games would carry on.. haha.. hoping in my heart that there would not be downopours or whatever and it din! thank God man! lol.. did enjoy myself.. haha..but the sea water sting my blister and carpet burn.. =/
how sad.. haha.. but its really great fun there.. ;p
my team was great but as we have lesser guys we lost the games.. but! my team still put in the effort and can see their enthusiasm and stuff.. hehe..! great work done.. =)
soon.. it was roy christian’s session again.. he gave us some test to see whether we were kinesthetic visual or auditory.. lol.. took the test b4 in sch and im still kinestetic.. haha.. and kinesthetic people may have a racing heart, sweaty palms, goosebumps, dry mouth, upset stomach.. they also have ston gemotional responses(anger, sorrow, sympathy, pity,etc) and have a deep sense of “rightness” or uneasiness.. haha.. actually.. its quite true tho! haha.. and we took another test on whether we are left brainers or right brainers.. lol.. and once again.. im a lefty…hehe.. this brain test was to see our character.. lol… forgot the list of character coz i forgot to copy it down.. =x
lol.. hmmm.. he also continued his journey with God and all.. hmm.. it was really really interesting.. =)
the dinner was crap again.. mee siam.. yucks! ok la actually.. haha… the gravy was sweet and spicy.. but too spicy till i cant take it… =/
haha.. den….. we ate cup noodles again.. that nitez heard from alson that 1 day 32 cup noodles was gone.. wakakaka! hmmm.. den i was tinking.. whether will i be fat anot.. =x

27th nov
haha.. last day of camp.. guess wat.. slept at around 2 again.. woke up a few times at nite.. and it was my group’s duty to make breakfast and i woke up at 710.. =.= was really really tired this time.. if im jus sitting still.. i can jus sleep within 1 min.. >.<
but still.. trying hard not to sleep.. but fall alseep a few times in church tho.. =x
haha.. after that went for lunch.. haha.. ate roti prata and there was 1 guy.. lol.. he could say all the drinks they are selling in jus 1 breath! can u imagine that! lol.. haha.. got back and prepared for the last session with roy christian.. =)
hmm.. this session really made me know wat is worship about.. its not bout ur own desire and ur own decision.. but its bout wat God wants u to do and His purpose.. hmm.. not sure i can sense his presence anot.. and do not really know can i hear his voice.. but 1 thing i really know was his great love for us? hmm.. He is unfair but He is JUST.. He is always talking to use through people, dreams, signs etc… but we are too focus on our daily busyness and did not focus on him.. thats wat i learn.. so im now changing.. haha.. trying to u know.. =)
im lucky that i did came for this camp! =)
neways! my team won and got more points.. haha.. was really glad.. and bout the bread tags! those who dunno.. alson collected 1004 bread tags and we gotta guess how much.. -.-
its jus for fun and laughter and i jus guessed 920.. did not expect me to won tho.. but i did.. hmm.. and there the crap goes on in the church.. hmmm.. got the best campress too.. i tink its really great but if it was not for GEL members helping out and all.. haha.. i tink all this memories would not be experienced by me.. =)
haha.. yupz.. i tink this was really good.. =) waiting for next yr one! haha..


28th nov
haha.. woke up at 850 for the christmas airway thing.. overslept! -.-
was so tired.. did not wan to go today.. =(
but had no choice.. gonna do christmas caroling in hospitals.. =/
i dun wan! hmmm… neways..! stupid zhi yong! anyhow sms ppl.. and the crappy rumour! dunno y must be me.. -.-
haha.. back from it and started blogging at 3:49.. -.-! and guess wat…! the time now is 4:42… GOSH! almost an hour writing this.. haha.. ok! gonna gb soon.. haha.. miss my gb! lol.. tata guys!



needa find a job soon! any lobang?

*eggcited!*

yupz! im so eggcited u know.. lol.. hehe.. coz GP is tonight.. lol.. coz im wondering wat my skool mates would wear.. lol.. haha.. hmmm.. ytd talked on the phone wif winnie, fang and meiyan.. den actually settle gonna take a cabby down.. lol.. but winnie could not make it den fang told me today.. lol.. so………….. we’re taking MRT there.. wakakaka.. coz all are broke from shopping.. =x
lol.. its jus fine with me.. hehe.. but later gonna meet my mum to cut my hair at cs.. haha.. she took a half day leave jus for me… =x
me: mummy tml my make up how? u going to work leh.. sian.. u promise me one..
mum: oh ya! how? nvm.. i call see whether can anot.. (ps: she call her fancl fren.. =/)
mum: hmm.. cannot.. they say tml full liao..
me: -.-

den at nitez she say she gonna take half day leave to do make up for me… wakakakkaa.. hehe.. so glad she did tat for me.. =x
haha.. ok la.. sian.. wanna HIGHLIGHT my hair.. crap..! my mum say its for ah lian and its so expensive.. -.-
sian.. i wan leh..! i wan i wan i wan! =(
later gonna cut hair.. jus pray hard i can highlight my hair.. looks nice loh.. not ah lian.. -.-
sian.. how how… =/


more crap is that i cannot stay till late at nite today.. =/ my dad insist on bringing me home.. -.-
coz my frens all staying at the hotel.. den i need to go home alone.. but i wanna stay out.. long time once oso cannot.. =(
sort of tell my fren say i will stay out at nitez but gotta reject.. -.-
crap man! sian..


after GP next day is my church camp liao.. =.=
got 1 cheer from fren but i dun really understand.. =/
haha.. nvm.. im smart remember.. i can figure out one.. =x
haha.. ok la.. gonna GB soon.. lol.. will blog again after my church camp yea! hehe..

*ciao*

WoOoOoOhOoOoO!!!!!!

YaAaHoOoO!!!!!! yea!!!!! im so glad and so HAppy and so excited and so…….. haha.. and no words could express how i feel now! hahahahahah.. jus so relieved tat DREADFUL Os are now OVER!!!! hahahaha.. yupz.. jus feeling excited.. haha.. and ya! cant wait for my grad nitez too! haha.. got my skirt today.. and!!!! i met my harry potter! hehe.. yupz.. i watched harry potter and the goblet of fire.. wakakakaka..!! hehe.. jus 1 word…. AWESOME! lol..

hehe.. really lo.. haha.. when the show jus start on 17 im already waiting for the show as if i waited for ages! lol.. and i got to watch it today.. hmmm.. even thought i sat at the second row at the front.. -.-
haha.. i dun mind suffering abit jus to catch that show.. haha.. how mad am i.. =.=! lol.. and i know it.. haha.. the show was jus cool~ u guys better catch it b4 its gone~~~ =x

lol.. being struggling for this stupid Os and had 10 yrs of education jus for this Os! haha.. really a big burden off my shoulders now! wakakakka.. =x
now its jus ENJOY ENJOY AND ENJOY! hehe.. but gonna work on dec.. need to find a job soon! earn $$ and buy my own stuff! haha.. cant wait ya know~ ._.

ok la.. thats all for now.. haha.. the next few days there’s lots of programme.. haha.. and! i cant blog for 3 days soon.. =( coz i have church camp if u guys read my blog.. =/

haha.. will blog soon.. =)

ok ok.. hehe.. go liao.. *ciao*

need help.. =/

yea.. i do really need help.. cant understand why im so moody this few days.. hmmm.. play gb keep losing.. out of 5 games ill lose 3-4… so fedup now.. and now.. i really need help in dnt.. there’s so many to learn and i cant possibly remember all and most of the marks are on drawing out sketches.. gosh! jus dunno y i took dnt in the first place..


hmm.. today when to church as usual.. and there’s camp briefing.. hmm.. im appointed as the leader for my group.. >.<
long time nvr be leader already.. and i forgot how to be one.. team name for my group is elohim which means “He who is”… hmm.. and i’ve gotta tink of my team cheer.. anyone have a good cheer for me? (ps: i dun wan all the old old kind of cheer yea.. lol..) hmm.. my team includes sophia, sheeryn, joshua, jonan, eh…. and carina.. hmm.. kinda almost left her out.. =x
how to link the cheer to my group name?!?! got no idea bout it.. haha..


tml will be having dnt paper.. =/ in the afternoon! so late.. it starts at 2 and i tink will end bout 430? so late already.. den the next day have combine science mcq also at 2.. =.=”
how how? need alot of help now.. lol.. needa improve on my interest on dnt abit.. or not i wont be able to score tml.. =/
cant even feel a little of stress and anxiousness for my paper tml.. hmmm.. is it good or bad?




so now i need help in the following: -
1. a good cheer for my youth camp(easy to sing and remember… haha..)
2. a super duper brain for dnt or someone to teach me how to jus not study and do well for my dnt?? =x
3. more interest for dnt jus for tml! lol..
4. to feel that time should run fast.. so i can enjoy.. =/

haha.. yupz.. thats should be alll.. haha.. the first is the most important one! hehe.. any idea anyone? lol.. if can sms me the cheer.. haha.. =x
im like so despo now for cheer.. haha.. later ppl say i siao.. lol.. ok la.. gonna take my dinner now and go on mugging for dnt.. =/
having ham pasta for dinner.. gosh! hmm.. quite long nvr eat pasta le.. hehe.. thx to my mummy.. =)


*ciao*

BORED TO DEATH!!!! =x

yupz! im bored to death today! actually had meeting with harry potter.. but michelle they all all not free.. sigh! now im rotting at home.. waiting for next day to come.. have not eat my lunch.. =x
so bored.. younger brother went out and left me alone.. wanna go out but dun have the mood to.. =/ so bored!!!!!!!!!!! play gunbound play until so darn sick! getting sick of gunbound already.. then cannot install maple coz im using my mum’s com! she warned me say if her com is spoilt i will be in deep shit.. =.=
someone save me from my boring house now!!! now doing nutting.. lucky i slept till 10++ today.. haha.. if not ill get more bored than ever! *yawn*


hmm.. still got 2 more papers and ends on 22nd… gosh! its so long lo! still have my worse paper of all which i have not take – DNT! that is really terrible i tell ya.. need to know lots of ways to do this and do that and u still gotta know how to draw quickly but nicely.. this is really killing me!! BOREDOM! really which to end my Os NOW! crap! now im thinking of ways to burn my time.. do not wish to touch on my dnt now tho! >.<

ok la.. sianz.. lunch oso haven eat.. tink will wait till nite den eat dinner together la.. haha.. sianz.. ok.. go liao.. play gb again… =x
*ciao*

*haiSs*

was thinking when my Os are going to end.. actually i do not wan to grow up so fast.. thinking back the time i spent with my frens.. we are all so happy.. then now we are facing Os and after that we will be busy with our own stuff.. hope we will not lost contact.. hmmm.. feeling abit down this few days.. do not know y.. there’s jus this stupid burden in my heart that i dunno wat is it bout.. hmmm.. sometimes i begin to think why must i try to accompany people where they go or like try to be quiet when im not.. sometimes its hard being around with some people.. maybe im the kind who cant socialise well with people? hmm..

thinking back on the times u said that u cant go out in groups with my frens but u could go out with u know who.. haha.. bloggy……… help me…. need to get out of this matter fast.. im going in deeper and deeper and i myself do not know why.. i just can feel myself going into a pit that i stopped myself before.. but not i cant.. maybe when i go into a nw environment will be better? haha.. u change 360 degrees now.. last time u was not like that.. but now.. u become more cheerful and get along with people well.. so i guess thats good for u.. hmmmm….

studying is stressful.. >.

people reading! lol.. dun worry bout me.. im just talking crap.. haha.. need to vent my stressfulness out ya? haha.. ok.. im jus mugging at books till im nuts now.. = haha.. *ciao*