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yupz.. i got no tittle to put.. coz im really bored! too bored to tink wat tittle to put.. hahahah.. doesnt sound rite.. T.T
lol.. neways today woke up at 10.. hehe.. actually wanted to sleep longer one.. but…… haha.. gotta wake up early.. hmmm.. but no use oso.. coz after morning devotion.. *poof* off i went gaming while taking my breakfast.. hmmm.. yupz.. see how pathetic life can be if u r a full time slacker.. haha.. its not good for health.. haha.. facing the com everyday.. doing nutting.. facing the four walls.. no one to talk to.. haha.. cant go out coz mum feels tat im always going out.. yupz.. see how sad my life is.. hmmm.. neways! after gaming till around lunch time my maid haven cook yet.. i guess she thought tat she could cook nasi lemak but there’s no coconut milk.. haha.. yupz.. so i asked her not to cook lunch.. cook noodles and eat while i skip my lunch.. hahah.. yupz.. neways after tat slack and use MSN.. hmmm.. its boring.. den yupz.. talk to mian and deciding which clothes to wear.. sounds kinda silly la.. haha.. coz i took pics on my hp and den take out my mmc card to put to my com.. den transfer the pics on the clothes and put on my dp in msn.. hahah.. silly eh.. hahaha.. neways! decided on the clothes im wearing.. but the prob is its really WEIRD! really la.. haiyo.. hmmm.. so im bring a more comfy clothes there to change! hahaha.. coz after easter rally its GEL movie screening.. haha.. hmmm.. yupz.. neways! spent 2hr plus to choose the clothes.. its really making me going bonkers.. hmmm.. i dunno how to match clothes actually.. hahaha..

den went on to gaming again.. haha.. den eat and stuff.. den my nice show start liao.. hahahah… yupz.. den talk to my bros.. hmmm.. i tink im being a good sis eh.. hahaha.. they confide stuff to me.. but it must be vice-versa too ya? ahah.. or not they wont tell me stuff.. hehe.. yupz.. but not all stuff i tell them.. hmmm.. neways! my didi was asking me whether tml wanna go jog… hmmm… so………. ill see how thing goes.. hahahah.. so long~









*chaos*

hmmm

today got nutting much.. jus tat last nite sleep very late.. hahah.. so…………. i woke up at 11 today.. T.T
this really causing me to become a pig! i told myself i sleep till latest 10.. but i still cannot wake up early.. hmm.. neways! haha.. i game for awhile den prepare to go mian house liao.. haha.. left house at 2.. hmmm.. neways! den go her house learn the actions and the sequence for the the songs.. hmmm.. den… its was time to find the clothes we gotta wear.. oh man.. this really make me go bonkers.. try so many clothes.. still wear 2-3 clothes oso… hahaha.. neways today shall be a short entry.. jus finish playing gb.. hahaha.. and my maid gotta turn in.. hmmm.. bye bye..












*chaoz*

another boring day..

hmmm.. today.. jus another boring day! its really boring.. hmmm.. ytd slept at 1230++..hmmm.. was on the phone den after tat watch tv.. yupz.. so slept late ytd..

neways.. today morning was woken up by my kor again.. haiyo! everytime like tat one.. yupz.. im a light sleeper.. so……….. he come disturb me and stuff.. den he took out my guitar and stuff.. wan to sleep but still.. i taught him some major chords.. haha.. let him know wat strings to press for certain chords.. haha.. hmmm.. den ask him dun disturb me still disturb.. collaborate wif my mum.. -.-”
scientifically, if u laugh too much u will be much more energised.. told them dun make me laugh so much.. so i controlled and not laugh dun wan to talk to them.. hahaha.. even tho i did laugh a lil.. but still.. i can sleep! hahah.. hmm.. so i continued to sleep till around 9++ when my alarm start to ring.. T.T
its so noisy la.. den i switch off den sleep till around 1015.. hmmm.. den after tat mum call say needa bring the maid to the dentist.. =.=

went to the dentist wif 1 more person.. lets see.. i do not know how to explain this.. but neways.. he drove us there and den she went in to the room.. come out tat time overheard him talking to my mum saying tat the maid has 1 tooth which has decayed and it affected the wisdom tooth.. and causing the wisdom tooth to be slanted.. hmm.. *ouch*
its painful leh.. seeing her not able to sleep at nite… wow.. lucky not me.. or not my beauty sleep is really gone.. @.@

haha.. neways came home fast as the person send us home.. hmmm.. den eat my lunch(char shao baoS).. =.=!
now im got this phobia of eating tat! neways den start to shower at 1240.. haha.. when im suppose to meet them at 130.. hehe.. but i left house at 1! heheheheh.. so….. jus nice when i go down and onli waited for around 3 mins and the bus came.. hehe.. so reach there jus nice.. yupz.. hmmm.. den after bs liao den meilan’s dad fetch us back.. hmmm.. come home do nutting again.. did some strumming but soon my fingertips hmm.. yupz.. pain liao.. so game awhile.. hahaha.. den my bros 1 by 1 come home.. hmm.. its around 630 so start to slack a lil longer b4 my nice show starts.. haha.. yupz.. hmmm.. watch tv till 830.. haha.. continuous nice shows.. lol.. and here i am blogging.. heheh..

got nutting much to do.. but tml going to charmian’s house.. hmmm.. dunno wat funny actions she’s gonna tink of.. T.T
or shoud say she thought of it already.. crap.. hmmm..



neways! any peeps interested in movie screening this sat? its bout choices in life.. give me a ring or sms me.. (:




hope to see ya.. till den…















*chaos*

*packing day*

hmmm… yupz.. today im a good gurl.. woke up at 10.. hahahha.. its early..
coz ytd i tink i slept at 12 ah.. hahah.. hmmm.. neways.. early morning i tink around 7 give me kor disturb.. come in talk to me.. knowing tat i can hear wat he says even though im sleeping den he jus talk and talk wan me to reply.. which i did.. T.T
come disturb me.. or not i can wake up at 9 one! :X
hahaha.. hmmm.. coz i intend to wake up at 9.. neways.. after wake up had morning devotion den ate breakfast.. remember i was saying i will keep the habit? hhahaa.. hmmm.. den start to pack liao.. from 11 start.. haha.. start liao but halfway through keep smsing, den strumming start den pack again.. pack till 630.. hahahah.. yupz.. @.@

lol.. den faster eat den watch my nice show.. hahahhaa.. hmmm.. after tat go ntuc buy cooking oil and dishwash soap… coz house dun have and i gotta go alone.. so scary can.. lucky it doesnt seem dark to me.. haha.. there are lightings.. LOL.. so i guess im gonna slack till around 10 plus and off to bed..

till den…












*chaos*

loads of fun and laughter!

yea man! im back to post now.. haha.. my hands are like… jelly now! its really aching.. hahah.. tats bad man.. haha.. neways! today was jus really fun! lol.. hmm.. woke up at 845 today… nua at my bed and in the mean time thinking whether my mum would allow me to go for blading.. haha.. but i guess she allowed! lol.. im jus so glad la.. haha.. den was suppose to meet christina at bedok at 930.. haha.. but im a lil late.. lol.. but she jus left the house.. haha.. so……. bought the newpaper and read it while waiting for her at control station..
haha.. den sophia sms me at 10 saying they will be a lil late.. lol.. okies.. but we’re late as well.. haha.. hmm.. after christina came we went to take cab.. haha.. guess y.. coz i thought 401 would come.. but when i see the tv on the timing on bus 401…… it would come at 14:02.. its 2PM leh.. i thought the timing wrong.. so look once again.. but its really 2.. sigh~ so.. no choice.. haha.. i paid for the cabby fare.. Xp
reach there and den there was onli me christina carina and sophia.. haha.. hmmm… first time blading.. its jus horrendous! lol.. i fell a total of 4 times! on my palm.. T.T
forgot to wear wrist guard.. onli knee guard.. lol.. blading is jus crap la huh.. haha.. but quite fun actually.. blading for a total of 1 hr ++ let me learn how to blade better by a lil.. haha.. jus hope i can blade well.. haha.. den there got so many pros la.. haha… im jus a noob learning how to blade wif blades.. haha..

after blading i tell u.. im jus so tired liao.. so ate mac! hahha.. hmmm.. den realise i come tat.. sian.. but thank God i wore it.. hhaa.. sigh~ neways! after eating den took a cab down to aljunied.. haha… sian.. coz we are late! lol.. rush down den waited for awhile den have rock climb liao..

its jus so fun la huh.. haha.. climb a total of 4 times.. but i lost my strength to climb liao.. haha.. coz i was climbing halfway and encouraging mabellyne(how do u spell it?) to climb.. hmm.. but a job well done for her..
so much fun and laughter today.. haha.. hmmm.. ate long john today.. today is fast food day.. >.<
gotta eat healthy food or im gonna get fat! hhahaha..

guess gonna do my quiet time or strum a lil b4 i get to bed.. haha.. today is jus a dead tired day for me.. haha.. so long~











*sign offs*

*feeling better*

now im feeling better den ytd.. ((:
hmmm… ytd has been a shit + down + bad + blah blah.. all the bad thing u can name it.. haha.. feeling really depressed and down ytd nitez.. hmmm.. got no one to confide to.. wanna play msn game to forget stuff oso cannot.. this someone jus say “u dun have other ppl to play wif meh?”
with this.. i totally feel worse! damnit.. got no mood for stuff and i tink with the slightest irritation from a person i will gobble him/her up.. haha.. so tats how bad it is.. lol.. but really thanks tat hungry monster cum pao pao.. okies.. he’s not my special someone.. its jus a fren name ben.. [ps: plz.. no rumours bout it.. -.-"]

hmm.. guess he had cheered me up somehow or another.. was talking to meilan halfway den had this !@#$%..
yupz.. hmm.. sorry ah gurl if i din call back.. i was sobbing.. hmmm.. made my mum cry as well i guess.. oh man.. jus tell me how bad it is.. cant believe i sob for almost an hour.. but at least someone accompanied me through it.. )
had a nite bathe b4 sleeping.. haha.. felt kinda better and refreshed to get prepared for a new day!


neways! a brand new day again.. yupz.. morning i was feeling weird.. crying is bad for health.. it jus give u nose block, swelling eyes.. =.=”
so peeps! no crying next time eh.. haha.. saying it to myself as well.. feel kinda better coz my mum talked to me.. hmm.. thought tat she wont talk to me.. hehe.. feel relieved coz i no need to rack my brain on how to talk to her again.. thank God.. T.T
yupz.. morning was fine… i din use the com.. till now.. i jus touched it.. haha.. morning was fixing the puzzle for the whole day.. till i went to did some strumming in the evening.. haha.. b4 dinner..
yupz.. watched my nice nice show as well.. haha.. but sadly its gonna come to an end! left a few more episodes onli.. ):
haha.. guess its the first time i ever really din touch the com for so long.. i must get the habit of it.. lol.. had bible study as well too.. haha.. lazy to correct it.. so i shall continue typing.. haha.. bible study at 2+ 3.. haha.. hmmm.. its been quite long since meilan and i have a catch up with coach.. talking bout wat happen recently and stuff.. haha.. yupz.. now i gotta have the habit of reading the bible and pray as well.. haven been doing it.. oh man.. jus hope everything will turn out fine..

tml gonna have blading at east coast park wif my church peeps.. haha.. next up is rockwall climbing in the afternoon! hahahaha.. hmmm.. jus cant wait for all this.. next week is the easter rally and movie screening and GELebration… haha.. more funs are coming up.. haha.. anyone interested in joining? u r most welcome.. (:
jus give me a call or a sms.. haha.. u will be replied asap.. haha..


sometimes should gurls find it a joy to have it once a month or wat.. =.=”
all ur emotions will jus come out within u.. haha.. and u will notice tat “ahem! its time to prepare for it..”
yupz.. its true.. haha.. all ur silly moods, and all.. man.. jus cant be avoided.. haha.. feeling of coming is near.. sad.. lucky im not going for the TP orientation camp.. it will be spoilt with tat around.. haha.. T.T



tats all for now.. haha.. i shall learn to sleep early too.. haha.. skool life are coming.. cant wait for it! *wink*










*chaos*

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i guess since the hols till now… everyday its jus a boring day for me.. sigh.. im really sort of tired of my lifestyle.. my mum controls it all the most.. if im always going out she will nag the shit out of me.. go out too long oso nag.. im freaking sick of staying at home everyday.. if i jus go out for less den 4 hours.. she will assume i go out 1 day.. so if the next day i go out.. means i everyday go out and we will start to argue.. sometimes im really sick of it.. does she know how i feel? she always wan me to know how she feel onli.. i need my freedom.. i hate to stay at home.. i hate it to everyday onli face the maid and playing the com.. i guess im the one who talk to her the most.. onli face the 4 walls.. cant go out.. some “ppl” tinks tat i dun wan to go out.. keep asking me out and when i reject still ask.. dunno y know the reason still ask.. den in the end.. its my fault.. im sick of using the com.. its shits!


my bros? sometime i feel i dun have them.. elder one.. always go out.. at nite dun come home.. serving ns so work from morning till 5.. come home den go out.. den when its not time yet to go out.. when i using the com halfway playing game or watever.. he wans to play it.. sigh… tell him nicely he say we say its his fault.. den start all his anger.. he feel tat he has the most power at home.. has the most say.. saying tat he controlled his temper on us.. but did he? he nvr realise how he has neglected us.. younger one… always wanna go out wif his frens.. i understand.. but everyday.. and i mean EVERYDAY.. he’ll jus spend his money outside.. now our house has a maid.. y always spend ur money outside.. i dun mind u eating wif ur frens.. but i jus dun like the habit of onli call home to see if the house have ur share of food when u have no money.. im very sick of it.. mum everyday call.. “where’s ron?” , “is ron at home?” , “plz call him to check where is he, wat time he is coming home.. ” i know my mum is onli worried for him.. sigh.. both of my bros will nvr talk properly.. always quarrel.. everytime quarrel i do not know who to go to.. console my elder bro.. he will say his unhappiness bout my younger one.. go to my younger bro.. will either not talk to me.. or will say my elder bro.. anyone understands?



my mum? onli will ask me do this do tat.. once i quarrelled wif her.. told her tat she’ll nvr appreciate wat i do.. her answer? “i buy food come back give u.. this show i nvr appreciate?” hmm.. anyone can feel any sincerity? any appreciation.. i dun mind doing things for my mum and not being appreciated.. but at least know tat i do things for the family.. but onli know how to have curfews.. FORBIDS me to stay over at my frens place EVEN THO its all gurls.. go out in the morning oso nag.. go out 3 days in a week oso nag.. tinking tat im the maid.. staying at home.. doing shits! this she happy.. im really bored.. so i game.. not having skool yet.. sleeping late oso wanna nag.. when u are sleepy.. come out in the middle of the nite still seeing me playing game.. knowing tat im going out tml.. but its in the afternoon.. u jus say “u still dun wan sleep i will forbid u to go out always..”
SINCE WHEN I ALWAYS GO OUT!!!!!!!! i nvr.. im always staying at home.. doing nutting.. no matter how i say im still wrong.. have too much programme den ask me dun get involve in all this.. HELLO! its my life.. and i cant do this.. cant do tat.. im really freaking sick of all this stuff.. see me use com onli den say i use very long.. sigh~ :“(





having a family sometimes it seems its not a family.. a broken family with some missing pieces of communication.. family with onli a lil warmth sometimes.. family with no freedom.. family with no trust… does it sound and look like a family now?












hear~ our prayer…… oh Lord God Almighty.. come bless our land… as we seek You.. worship You…. sigh~







i guess venting it out does work.. hmmm.. tats all.. jus give me 1 min..
thanks ben.. i know u know nuts tat i’be got a blog.. but thanks for the comfort.. (:

funs!

okies.. today is jus fun.. haha.. hmmm.. or should say laughters.. haha.. yupz.. went out wif fang mich and yan… its always 3 of us going out.. lol.. jus crapping can make mich and fang talk non stop la.. haha.. neways!

today woke up at 11… its super duper early la.. ytd was like my mum call me at 1015.. today leh! even earlier.. call me at 945.. T.T
oh man.. dunno wats wrong la.. its driving me nuts! neways.. told my mum say call so early.. next time call later leh.. haha.. yupz.. neways.. i game till around 1245 den go bathe.. meeting them at skool coffee shop at 1PM.. hmmm.. yupz.. but hey! i was not late.. haha.. reach there at 1! lol.. okies.. but was talking on the phone wif meilan.. so din see meiyan.. haha.. she always so early one.. LOL! dun understand why.. haha.. fang was the latest la.. haha.. den ordered chicken rice to eat b4 go back to skool to accompany them to get their leaving certs..

after eat liao go back skool.. its the STUPID DUMB SECURITY GUARD AGAIN!!!!!! oh gawd.. he ask us for our ic.. so we give loh.. den even b4 we step in he say ” make sure u come out wif ur certs!”
come on la.. i took liao but i pei my frens so i heck care.. go in we din care bout tat bald! we jus crap and talk.. haha.. talk to teachers.. and i bought my chocolate HL milk again.. hehe.. its my fav! haha.. neways.. crap till we go out.. this one i gonna make sure tat bald pays for it.. we go out tat time wan us to show him our certs.. fang and yan showed.. but lucky i saw my bro.. and my cert was wif him for quite long liao.. so i got an excuse.. BUT! mich one haven give the principal sign.. damnit la… the stupid bald.. b4 we could explain he scold mich bull a shit! wat kind of english he’s talking bout neways! den scold us good for nutting.. come on la! fuking bald! u are jus a security guard.. we graduated and we are going to POLY and some even JCs.. if u have a higher qualification would u be a guard?!?!?!?! scold us good for nutting.. wats ur damn problem can! talk bout it really make me fume.. damn guard.. got no freaking brains! i gonna get my parents to lodge a complain man.. its not the first time u are scolding us and all the crap.. u do not even show RESPECT to us.. u tink we would even RESPECT u? in ur freaking dreams u bald.. oh man.. i gotta cool down.. i jus dun understand y the skool wanna have such a guard around! i had vent enough..

den we heck tat guard and took mrt to bugis.. hmm.. ate the small cheesecake when we reach bugis.. haha.. den we did our shopping.. walk around and see see look look.. hmmm.. in the end came back to tampines empty still.. haha.. but ate good cakes.. haha.. coz b4 coming back i bought 1 terimisu(dunno how u spell it..) cake.. haha.. oso small slice.. but its jus.. *YUM YUM* hehe.. so nice la.. haha.. den bought a 3/4 pants.. haha.. hmmm.. now i gotta shop for my belt.. haha.. hmmm.. tats all bout it.. came home at around b4 7.. haha.. coz i wanna watch my show.. haha.. den now im here doing nutting.. T.T

wat should i do now? :/
gonna slack for now.. guuubyes!












*sign offs*

B-O-R-E-D-O-M

okies! today im jus totally bored! bored to death man! was woken up by a phone call.. onli this person can really jus get my butts off the bed.. and tat person is none other den my MUM! *thunder and lightnings*
hahah.. yupz.. she called me at 1015.. T.T
tats the first time i woke up so early la.. sian.. so i jus slack by playing com.. played maple! haha.. at last!! i gained a lvl.. crap.. lvl 36.. train until like…. no comments.. haha.. neways i forbid myself to touch the com so long.. so……… went to strum my guitar.. haha.. hmmm… strum till fingertips pain again den read book.. haha.. and im lying on the bed to read book.. so………… i fell asleep.. haha.. in the end.. feel i din touch the com for quite long liao.. haha.. so i played again.. :X

haha.. okies la.. ate dinner and stuff.. fix puzzle and all.. chat on the phone and blah blah blah.. haha.. okies.. now here i am doing nutting.. cant sleep.. all becoz of afternoon nap.. :/

shall go game now.. haha.. tml outing! hahahahah.. at last.. ;D










*chaoz*

updates

hmm.. neways dun have time to blog yesterday.. so today shall have some updates..

2th april
slept at 1+AM and i have a hard time waking up! haha.. suppose to wake up at 830.. as usual.. 845 i wake up and rush everything.. haha.. funny thing is tat i can leave the house at 910! lol.. tats fast for me.. neways! house dun have any bread for me to eat… and since i’ve gotta walk to 201 to take bus.. so went to a bakery shop to get a kaya wafer..
haha.. yupz.. den took bus 17.. saw jonan and his fren.. hmmm.. yupz.. sitting jus opposite me but nvr see me.. haha.. okies la.. den go for service.. hmmm.. service was ok.. but i feel sleepy! sweets cant keep me awake.. tried to force myself to open my eyes and listen if i doze off.. haha.. den got nutting much.. den after service was the rockwall climbing consent form.. SHOOTS! talking bout tat i forgot to pass meilan the consent form.. [ps: meilan! plz get from me.. i tink i will forget bout it.. ] hehe.. den songde helped me tuned my guitar.. den he waited for me at church outside den accompany me home wif my guitar.. haha.. i miss my guitar so so so much.. its been months ever since i strummed my guitar.. haha.. so… got home put my guitar and ate my lunch.. hehe.. later strumming starts.. DDDDDDDDD
hehe.. strum till my fingertips so pain la.. >.<
after tat slack awhile den go my ah ma house le.. reach there watch campus superstar.. sad thing is the zeng yong ling nvr win.. lol.. mich’s cutie pie zhi yang won! haha.. neways both of them very good la.. haha.. reach home at around 1015.. haha.. so bored.. den my kor called me whether wanna go 445.. haha.. if he call me go i guess he’s hungry.. haha.. so i go accompany him lo.. but at 445 saw his frens.. hmm.. neways slack there till around 1215 den go home le.. haha.. talk to my kor while fixing the puzzle till around 130.. mum woke up and nag.. T.T
haha.. thx kor! haha.. coz im not tired.. den i guess he accompanied me even though he gotta wake up at 6+ in the morning.. haha..


okies! tats the end of ytd.. today! hmmm.. haha.. me sleeping so late.. haha.. woke up at 12.. lol.. but around 930 my maid woke up me.. dunno how to operate the washing machine.. coz the water haven drain out.. so help her and went to bed again.. lol! im so tired la.. haha.. wake up liao den start to game.. haha.. but game halfway leh! at onli 2 loh.. the stupid electricity cut off.. my block the whole area no electricty.. haha.. they mail us a letter say on 3rd april from 2PM to 330PM no electriciy.. haha.. hmm.. nvm.. so i eat my lunch lo.. haha.. den i continue wif my strumming again.. haha.. now fingertip really super pain.. lol.. den bathe.. TADA! electricity is back! lol.. so happy.. but tired of gaming liao.. guess after this blog gonna either fix my uncompleted puzzle or not read storybook! haha.. shall update again.. DD


*updates*
okies.. in the end.. no puzzle no books.. was getting songs and putting songs into hp.. haha.. den watch tv.. till around 9++ den go chat liao.. haha.. guess not sleeping early again.. haha.. till den.. ((((:

*chaoz*