first match

hmm.. okies.. i jus came out from bathe.. hahha.. yea.. im super super tired now… sigh.. hmm.. lets see.. today woke up at 8.. hahah.. supposely to wake up at 745.. but super tired.. so slept till 8.. XD

hmm.. today is a tiring day.. but not really very tired la.. haha.. coz i din really doze off in lesson.. except for some la.. hehehe.. hmm.. reach skool around 9.. thought i late.. haha.. but we still waited for princess mo to come.. XD

hehehe.. CDS i shall take a quite slack one.. i hope i can manage my time.. i seriously seriously seriously needa cut down on my committments.. sigh.. hmm.. neways first match today.. hmm.. to me its a bad game.. coz i got NOT enough stamina, wols.. sigh.. hmm.. tired easily.. and due to my calf muscle.. hmm.. i almost pulled my both muscles on my both legs.. hmm.. okies.. coach say he din expect me to play at this standard.. hmm.. so i guess he really put quite low expectation on me.. haha.. but at least i manage to prove to him.. hmm.. but i still gotta improve.. sigh..

tml starting skool at 8.. coz of sysa.. hmm.. end at 2 den got meeting for the cmsk.. den after tat its bball training.. sigh.. how am i to survive this!!!! )):



















*chaoz……… ~.~*

TIRED!

yes yes yes!!! im super tired.. sigh.. got home at 1040 today.. hmm.. lets see.. ytd slept at around 145AM.. yupz.. and woke up at 740.. hmm.. im super super tired la.. >.<

hmm… yea.. being me again.. hahha.. forcing myself to stay awake in lectures and tutorials in skool today.. hmm.. but im super happy tat skool ends at 2 today.. ahahha.. no cmsy(tut).. XD

heheh.. so went to do project today.. yupz.. for CMSK.. hmm.. the poster and the roleplay.. but thurs gotta meet to discuss for the roleplay.. hmm.. den after tat went to IT canteen to eat again.. LOL! ate noodles.. hehehe.. b4 bball starts.. hmm…

today bball got friendly.. yupz.. against stackers(outside team).. hmm.. yea.. even tho they are small in size but they can box ppl out aggressively.. hahha.. hmm.. gotta learn how to do tat.. hmm.. but sad thing is tat.. 1 of the player trip over my leg and fell.. BUT!!!! b4 she fall.. her kneecap hit my calf.. damnit.. my calf muscle now pain like nobody business.. sigh.. but tml got match.. so gotta play.. den susan cant play tml coz she got netball match.. haiya! how how how? )):

hmm.. neways pomz out le actually wanna go 445 eat one.. coz im quite hungry.. but den gotta study.. hmm.. i dunno i can study in anot.. class is pressurizing me coz they studying and revising le.. how? )):












*signs off*

a new beginning and a end..

hmm.. yea.. i gonna use my fav colour for this blog.. hmm.. neways! in life.. there’s always ups and downs.. hmm.. now for me its my down period.. hmmm… firstly is my ankle.. its been like.. hmm.. so long already.. ever since i fell off the stairs and sprain my ankle badly.. =.=” and vic is still making fun of me can.. LOL! hmm.. secondly is the sensitive stuff im handling.. hmm.. shall not say much.. learning how to let things go and controlling it.. hmm.. yea.. feel the hurt feel the sadness.. but still.. im still me.. gonna be strong and not fall back.. hmm.. holding on and not putting and end to it does no one good.. i rather be the one who stop all this stuff and not to get in deeper and get hurt further.. less contact means work done will be easier.. forgetting is not a tough job rite? ((: hmm.. smart rite? ((:

neways! all the crapping done.. ytd slept late.. hmm.. yea.. and its like 1plus den sleep.. hmm.. woke up at 745.. but the toilet is all booked.. my younger bro in the toilet showering.. so i decided to remove my nail polish.. haha.. yupz.. but there’s still stain la.. >.<
hahah.. so got prepared at 830 and left for house.. hmm.. den leh.. skool was really terrible.. i had a hard time staying awake.. hmm.. lucky there’s joyce mint sweet.. hahha.. but still.. im struggling.. hmm.. term tests are coming.. trying hard to study.. i jus hope i got the time to do it.. and will do my term test well.. hmmm… bball youth cup oso coming real fast.. its jus like 2 more days.. haha.. 31st may first match.. wish me luck.. hmmm… gotta study now.. or not i tink i got no time to do so.. neways! watched X-MEN3! its super cool la! hahaha.. but bro gotta go find gf.. sigh.. so now i got the time to study.. hmm.. till den…















*signs off ): *

hmmm

okies.. im back from church today.. hahha.. can see tat its been dunno how long since i blogged.. hmm.. hahah.. okies.. i’ve checked.. its onli sat i din blog.. X:

hahah.. okies.. hmm… sat.. firstly! sorry sorry sorry sorry char, mian, anqi.. okies.. i din mean to let u guys wait for me in vain yea? hmm.. got some miscommunication.. hmm.. went for bball training and my hp was not with me.. okies.. lets start.. woke up at 645.. yupz.. kor bought food for me and ate wan tan mee b4 i go for bball training at MI(bartley).. yupz… hmm.. learning all the basics of it.. and the plans to play in match.. hmm… yupz.. quite fun la.. but tiring.. hmm.. after tat go toa payoh eat.. haha.. den leh.. i eat again.. >.<
bought the potato cracker.. hahha.. i tink its coming.. sigh.. i hate it.. everytime b4 it comes i will eat alot alot la.. but den come liao dun eat much le.. sigh… matches are coming and gonna be a tiring one.. i dunno whether i got the energy anot.. hmm.. neways! after tat rush home den go for youth le.. yupz.. suppose to have guitar lessons at 230 but i reach church at 340.. hahaha.. den got 1 on 1 lesson with shi yi till 430.. =.=”"

hahha.. okies.. neways! youth bible study is getting more and more effective.. XD

haha.. true la.. hmm.. start to learn and concentrate more.. lol.. its super great! hehe.. den after tat slack and slack and slack b4 i go do my duty.. lol.. hmm.. den go home eat.. haha.. actually is i buy food go back la.. LOL! den after tat go meilan house le.. sigh.. super sad la.. she moving house le.. hmm.. gonna miss her.. but i know we wont lose contact.. XD

yupz.. go her house till around 12 den come down.. hahah.. lucky mum and ron go airport slack with my aunt and uncle.. so she wont call me.. haha.. neways come home watch tv till around 1225 tired le..go sleep le.. haha… jus nice my mum and bro come home.. hmm.. but strange thing is tat i jus lie on my bed sleep liao.. hahah.. okies.. i prayed halfway.. >.<

today! woke up at 830.. hmm.. yupz.. wanna go shower but gotta wait for my mum to come out.. no idea so early wake up for wat.. hmm… left house at around 910.. haha.. service at 930.. XD
hmm.. but i reach there around 940 la.. so not really late.. haha.. hmm.. den its was erm.. uncle albert and auntie irene 50th wedding anni.. haha.. so got sort of like lunch catering.. hahah.. got food! hehe.. and my fingers are painted by vic.. -.-”
colour not match.. lol! but neways! come home le.. yupz.. gonna slack till dunno wat time oso.. sigh..

monday – training at bradell heights at 630-9..
tuesday – friendly with stackers in TP..
wednesday – 1st bball match with kelly’s team at bradell heights
thursday – i tink meeting my group for discussion for CMSK..
friday – roleplay and poster.. ):

sigh.. how how? im really gonna die this way.. hmmm.. jus hope everything faster go.. den the week after this is my term test.. sigh.. gotta study liao.. till den……………


tatas~!


*updates*
okies.. im back from my ah ma house.. time check – 1130PM.. yupz.. so late.. tml still got skool.. sigh.. hmm.. ankle still swelling.. God…….. ):
hmmm… gonna sleep soon i guess… super tired le..





















*signs off with sighs*

FUN FUN FUN CCN!

haha.. yea.. today is super fun la.. even tho im seriously tired out!

okies.. shall begin.. ytd slept at around 12++.. yupz.. but den woke up at 720.. haha.. yea… hmmm.. woke up to make pasta for joyce.. hahha.. advance bday.. XD

yupz.. i guess carbonara pasta would be my one and only dish i can make.. hahha.. hmm.. taste nice la.. hahha.. coz cook le cant stuff all inside the container.. so i ate the rest.. hehe… den today must wear formal again.. sigh.. with the stupid cmsk.. but cmsk today was fun la.. hmm.. even tho its jus onli a 2min sort of presentation for each group.. but its really cool.. haha.. hmm.. neways! after cmsk den go to SAA le.. go there for the uniform fitting.. yupz.. but its seriously ugly.. ):
its in grey and pink.. wonder whether will it be tat colour still.. hmm.. den leh.. go mensa2 eat liao.. LOL! super hungry la.. hahha… hmm.. ate kwah chap de dish but its with rice.. hmm.. den leh.. after tat go to the booth le.. hahah.. ccn is really fun la… haha.. but i spent my 10 buck on my frens stalls.. hmm.. yupz.. but neways! we got back our capital and got a profit of 100 bucks!!! YAY! hahaha.. but for one moment i scare derick off coz i safe-kept 100 bucks with me and when he count 110 bucks onli he like a lil sad like tat.. XD

hmm.. yea.. i dun mean it.. hehe.. today got mass dance.. hahhaa.. and my class is like super high la.. hahha… hmm.. neways bought mango cake and a sunflower for joyce.. hehe… hmm.. yum yum.. the cake is super delicious.. yupz.. hehe.. mango is NICE! hehe.. now im back home and going to pomz soon le.. sigh.. tml got bball training.. i dunno how to do it.. im seriously going to die le.. i dunno whether i can make it anot.. im going to embarrass myself onli… high pole oso can play till like tat.. throw face onli.. ):

neways go le ba.. hmm.. byebyes…













*sign offs*

temporary happiness

okies.. i shall blog a lil b4 i get off to my comfy bed.. hahah.. yea.. today sort of a temporary happiness for me.. coz CMSY test is over! yay!! yupz.. im happy.. now i can sleep early.. tml gonna be sort of a long day.. sad thing is tat tml gotta wear formal for 2 hrs onli.. -.-”"
sigh.. neways! tml got CCN day.. yupz.. my class is selling ice cream float.. God please bless us bountifully tat alot ppl will buy out float and we will be able to send it all.. in Jesus name i ask and pray AMEN! XD

hahha.. okies.. hmm.. yupz.. so skool is onli half day.. more super happy can! lol.. hmm.. but sat got training and my muscles are aching bad.. )):

















*chaoz*

stressed up

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hmmm.. i guess i feel much better now.. a lil i guess.. seriously i need a long break fast.. im having too much committment in stuff and i cant take it any longer.. but the problem is tat i cant shrug off the committment jus like tat.. sigh… term tests are coming and there’s lots of stuff to be done.. im really going bonkers soon.. im lacking of sleep.. im lacking of energy and my body is aching.. my toe nail finally came out and now playing bball is terrible.. sigh… so many problems.. im too tired to tink wat am i writing bout tho.. sigh… today end skool early.. yupz! at 12pm.. hmm.. first time in my poly life.. and i guess its the last one ba… i doubt skool will be so good one.. sigh.. hmm.. neways after tat go home make pasta le.. yea.. i remembered to marinate the chicken.. XD

hmm.. after tat go for training le.. sigh.. today training almost killed me.. super tough.. i got no more energy left but still must train.. hmm.. neways im super duper ultra smelly and i went to meet my kor.. hmm.. he wants to go cut his hair.. cut liao leh.. its 930 le.. sigh.. how time flies.. yea.. waited for the lady to be free for at least 1hr.. sigh… now here i am trying to force myself to stay awake and study for tml cmsy quiz.. i seriously doubt i can make it.. how how how? hmm.. finally done my SOW.. hope its fine.. hmm.. tats all for now.. gotta continue my mugging for tml.. ):




















*Chaoz*

GOD HELP ME!

okies okies.. this is crap la.. haha.. coz God is jus waiting for me to seek Him for His help.. yea.. firstly.. im super stressed up… yea.. y? coz of projects and assignments.. hmm.. i terribly need a break fast… ):

yupz.. this is jus killing me slowly.. so torturing.. haha.. i need lots and lots of rest.. ):
hmmm… neways dunno how long ever since i came to update my blog.. time check.. its 1225AM now.. sigh.. still got so many things to do can.. hmmm… today skool was as usual.. yupz.. but manage to change some of the schedule for tml.. yupz.. im finishing skool at 12.. ((:
hahhaha.. im so happy la.. coz PRSP lec completed on monday i tink.. yupz.. oh ya! monday i din update… haha.. neways! i will be released at 4PM on monday OFFICIALLY! yay!! hahah.. yupz.. at last not at 6.. XD
hmm.. continue with today.. when for bball training today.. hmm.. its okies la.. got to know tat my stamina seriously gotta train up soon.. yupz.. and there’s so many flies can! jus itch my back off! >.<

yupz.. tml im having APEL lessons at 8.. after tat i got this dumb meeting for the class rep and my class rep was replaced by me.. sigh.. i jus dun wanna have any internal conflict later.. im having lots of committment now.. bball and church.. sigh.. bball is taking too much of my time.. sigh.. neways my matches for the youth cup are coming.. and u can see a super newbie playing a center(zhong feng)… )):

hmm.. yea.. and tml i got MI bartley training.. sigh.. how how? bball almost everyday.. gonna get a lecture from my mum soon.. neways gonna go off to bed soon after i send her my schedules for my trainings and matches date.. yupz.. oh ya! tml im making pasta! haha.. yupz.. as a bday pressie.. XD
















*signs off with anticipation for tml*

no comments no confidences

ahaha.. seroiously i got no comments for my tittle.. hmmm.. b4 i write this i realise tat past few days my tittle is always related to tiredness.. hmmm… neways today i din go for church service.. ):
sigh.. hmm.. actually woke up at 830 one.. den i was tinking whether to go anot.. hmm… den halfway through tinking i sleep again.. hmm.. yea.. and still till going to 12 my mum nag at me say so late still dun wake up.. sigh.. how bad it is.. hmm..

yea.. after tat go eat le.. and buy groceries… hmm.. come back at 1pm den start to do my BPM contact lens stuff.. yea.. done some of the SOW on sat… yea.. and today i still got no dumb idea how to do the rest.. yupz.. den after tat received sms from tina asking me to come for bball training.. yupz.. coz match coming soon.. yupz.. so i went for training.. left house at 505 and took bus 81.. and this uncle drive really can drive me nuts too! no ppl oso wanna stop.. den after tat leh.. no car oso wanna break.. keep breaking.. wah.. i can really faint! neways manage to reach there at 605.. and den i found out court got alot of ppl.. so in the end not really training.. yupz.. but played match.. yea.. jus casual match.. hmm.. yupz.. and i really cant improve with my qie ren.. layup oso die.. hmm.. still quite unsure of the place i gotta run and stuff.. yupz.. and i got the dates for matches liao..
31st may 715PM at bradell heights
3rd june 830PM at SBC
5th june 715PM at BHCC
11th june 830PM at dunno where.. sigh..

and guess wat.. my first match is against my new fren i know in bball.. sigh.. this gonna be very bad.. ):
i got no confidence in myself la.. sigh.. even tho is jus for me to have fun.. but i cant bring myself to jus play for fun.. im gonna embarrass myself during the match.. hmm.. maybe i wont be playing ba.. but for the first match i gotta play.. coz the pro zhong feng got netball match.. ):

sigh.. how am i gonna survive.. GOD SAVE ME!!! now gonna sleep le.. super tired le.. sigh.. gotta wake up at 720 tml to pack bag and revise through my finance notes again.. yea.. till den…











*sign offs worriedly.. *

shagged out!

hmmm.. yea.. im seriously shagged out.. hmm… jus came back from bball training for tampines east cc one.. i doubt my mum know i jus come home not long.. hmmm…. yea.. neways today training quite tough.. very physical.. hmmm… its like…. >.<
yea.. first of all… morning got captain ball training le.. today play quite long and run quite alot.. hmm.. yea.. den bball training today at 7… reach there late.. so i run 30 rounds around bball court.. =.=

yea.. this is really torturing.. but nevertheless.. im not gonna give up.. i will learn how to cope with everything… im not gonna be beaten down… im not be so stressed up.. im gonna do all things WELL through Christ who strengthens me! YESAR!!!!!!!

neways come online awhile onli.. gonna shower soon and pooF! off the bed le.. yea…











*chaoz*