vesak day

BAH! i freaking wanna ask SGX why would they wanna come up with so many darn rules and requirements lar! i already warm the chair since 2 till 11 now.. im like onli reading through the lecture notes.. its freaking killing me off!

right.. its the 7th day today since it happened.. manage to reach the temple at 740am.. paid my respect and i went home to sleep.. yup.. being a good girl today… stayed at home to study.. its like torturous.. i really really really tried to concentrate.. but its like… after reading and reading trying to understand i went to mingle with my laptop.. browsing through the pictures and stuff… its really YAWNS lar.. sian-ness!

yea.. tats how i spent my day off.. seems hardworking but still far from it.. zzz~
i jus wanna laze off now.. not even in the mood to study.. i really wonder how im gonna pass this time round.. seriously it suck lar when comes to term tests or even sem exams..

people envy when u are having lesser papers to study for.. but lesser paper means going through all the stupid shits like heavy-content projs, shits presentations, and so on.. yea.. i guess i rather have the same number of papers i took during yr 1.. its so much better off! my papers are jus killing my sweet cute brain cells off like snipping off sheets of paper…

d-r-e-a-d-!

time time time

today totally isnt my day at all.. started off with waking up at 8am.. seriously its like the first time having the thought of NOT going for COTS rather den the usual being late.. X:

okie.. both are not the right thoughts but yes.. im jus too exhausted to go and the weather was like WHOO! good..! however still went for COTS.. gonna be a good girl here.. hehehe.. *winks*

COTS was boring.. got some quiz to answer.. when i jus came they were like saying got quiz.. i totally freaked out lar! i thought its individual quiz.. -.-”"

in the end its jus getting to ur own group and answer each question per group.. yea.. had some breakfast set at ITAS.. the egg taste yuck! its like kinda raw.. goodness..

went to do the compiling of CASH and spent like half of my time there already.. i guess most of us are gonna not give a damn to the whole report soon.. the time of submission was extended and gotta touch up on it..

and………. i actually left for ice cream with joyce and june without taking my KEYS + THUMBDRIVE! argh! no wonder when i was on my way home i couldnt find my keys lar! really thanks to yangyang for safe-keeping my keys and thumbdrive and joyce for the call.. (:

went to my mama house to take some stuff she left behind for me.. yea.. after tat went to 201 to accompany tingting for dinner lar.. irritating! always bullying me! boohoo! went back home for dinner AGAIN… yawns..

dun have the mood to study for my FOI test coming this fri.. from the time i reach home till now 11:15, i onli completed READING topic 1.. have not even memorise it yet! ahhh!

yea.. not forgetting my COTS and BIS.. its total goner as well.. zomg! not enough time lar.. fancy me not knowing wat im studying since the first day of school.. being in my own world during lectures.. im shortage of time and brain power..

everything doesnt seems right at all.. is it me or its the course!?!

yup.. heading for the pillows soon.. gotta pay a respect to my mama tml coz its the 7th day of her death.. yea.. at “not” early time of 7:30AM… yea..













*ciaos*

tired!

im back from everything already.. i guess everything has to settle down sooner or later.. its a matter of how u gonna handle and face the situation.. yup.. its a tough and tired time for me for the past 2 days.. going through the rituals and stuff that i myself have to face and do it.. yup..

hmm.. monday was kinda fun and also exhausting.. its like we skipped COTS lecture lar.. hhaha.. yea.. to pack joyce’s pressie.. (:

yup.. the picture shall tell u wat we did.. hehe..

is’nt it cool? hehehe.. yup.. thanks to june.. she got all the sweets and chocos.. yea.. but i did the banana card.. nice rite! hehehe.. im so proud of my drawing.. XX:

any old hows! lectures were boring as usual.. after everything went to bedok already.. yea.. couldnt remember wat i did for the hours till it was at night.. yup.. had the long rituals.. its like after eating do the important stuff.. den eat again.. hmm.. yea.. i guess i got fatter.. din went home tat night.. stayed over.. went to buy food during the wee hours.. all the way from bedok to pasir ris coz 85 din open.. boohoo!

ate and in the end ivy and i couldnt take it so we went back to her house to bathe and sleep.. hmm.. yup.. it was like 3 plus when we slept.. zzz!

her morning alarms are real noisy i tell u! she’s like sleep till super wood like tat.. cant stand lar.. lol.. tap her to off her noisy rooster calls.. yea.. suppose to wake up by 8 and leave but jus too tired.. we woke up onli when we heard the bangs and clangs of the gongs and loud trumpet sound.. rushed down and yup.. the usual stuff ppl go through during the cremation.. shall not talk bout it.. hmm.. yea.. came back home stinking as usual.. was the first to bathe.. hehehe.. i jus cant stand myself not bathing for 1 day… -.-”"

right… i got no time to rest.. yea.. went down after tat to TP to find ychian, kelly, phy, wanying and shu ping.. kinda surprise to see shu ping lar.. lol.. neways! went to eat popeye for dinner.. den walked around T1 and T2.. yea.. and i shall say tat wan ying is a singaporean NOOB lar! hahahha.. X:

serious lar.. she dun even know she’s at T1 or T2 can.. haha.. okie.. hahah.. waited for coach to come out from the arrival hall den we headed to starbucks to drink.. yum yum… back home early today.. gotta do my CASH for tml’s compiling den i shall head to bed.. im seriously drained.. till den…

*toodles*

sian-ness

yes.. im back… was duper duper uber uber tired lar.. seriously.. the past few days should say power packed and hectic.. sat was still alrights.. waking up 11 STILL BEFORE 12! =/
yup.. prepared myself and stuff went for bball-ing.. still alrights lar.. not many ppl came as well.. coz most of em preparing for their term tests.. yup.. no choice.. hmm.. yea.. played till like 5 den go off le.. yea.. went to eat and stuff.. den go back to the wake.. hmm.. yea.. kinda tired.. went home at around 1145… ohs! and i made something b4 i went to bed.. hahahaha.. i feel so proud of myself.. hehehe.. yea.. rights…

went to bed like 1? yea.. duper sian.. gotta wake up like 9 lar.. yea.. must pack my stuff to make sure i bring everything.. yea.. went off early.. din wanna be late.. X:
hahahah.. reach there den sian liao.. its like onli 10am.. ZZZZ! right… hmm… slack till everyone came.. went to SBC already.. yea.. practice shooting at the wrong court, lost the match, and worse thing tat happened was that both of my whole leg cramped..

i tell u… tat the worse thing tat can ever happen to me.. serious.. its like literally pain as if u are giving birth… and i was in pain for like 1hr and 30mins.. no joke man.. for one moment i thought i gotta amputate both of my legs lar.. X:
okie.. yea.. but super thanks to cynthia, tina and shu ping.. yea.. they were like helping me to loosen my muscles for that period of time.. yea.. it was like continuous muscle cramp at different area of my legs… the most dreading thing is that its BOTH legs! hmm.. first was the muscle below my calf, den it went to my calf, den went to my thighs.. yea.. i tell u.. made my life so torturous at tat point of time.. yea.. but they had to bear with me as well.. yup.. i guess without them ill die off there lar.. pain till sure can cry.. haha.. right… cynthia was like there to loosen my muscles with tina to help, and shu ping went to buy 100 plus and ice for my poor legs.. yup.. hmm..

din manage to watch hong kah north against teck ghee cc match till like the laist quarter lar.. sian-ness lor.. but good that kelly they all won.. hahah.. they were like playing wrestling rather than playing a basketball game.. had a hard time walking lar.. cabbed down to bedok.. couldnt walk.. its like the trigger of having muscle cramps on my both leg was like within seconds lar.. yea.. went there and did nutting.. was too tired to do anything.. attended the rituals and stuff as well.. but was zzz… yea.. din say the weird stuff, but jus sat there as a form of respect.. tsk..

came home early today.. i seriously needa rest my legs.. i wanna play on the 8 of june! ohs! and coach is coming back soon.. hehe.. gonna go pick him up on tues.. DD

yea.. tml gonna be a dreading day for me i guess.. confirm have walking difficulty.. sigh.. den gotta start studying.. but i guess gonna be a last min thing.. my report oso not done.. haiya.. i dunno wat to do lar.. sian.. till den…!

















*tick tock*

a day to remember

it suppose to be a start of a brand new day.. yea.. but after a call everything was different.. everyone became depressed, hysteric, lossing control of their own emotions..

25th may 2007… my close yet seems far god-ma(aunt) passed away.. yup… its a friday morning… where everything seems to be so fine… right… the first thing i din feel anything.. my mum called and told me again and said tat lunch will be bought by my bro… ate halfway through and another call came asking me to rush down to see her for the one last time before she was taken by the undertaker at 12 to draw out the blood and doing the make-up.. yea.. at that point of time.. i guess my mind totally went blank.. went to bathe and rushed out.. time was against me… there was no cab available! darn! by the time i got onto the cab was like 1145.. thank goodness the cab reach bedok at 1155.. went to see her… i guess i immediately broke into tears silently.. i hate those kinda feeling.. its been quite awhile ever since i really cried.. the sorrow, the grief, the regret.. yes.. i jus hate it.. sobbing was the onli thing i could do and controlling was the onli way after my grandma came.. yup..

after tat my cousin and i went off already.. she went to TP for lessons while i go and meet tingting at her place.. hmm.. yup.. when im not alone i guess the feeling doesnt linger around me.. i kinda was myself.. yea.. went back to school thanks to her.. biked me back to school.. hmm.. lecture wasnt good either.. was too tired to even talk.. was resting… i din know tat the few hrs in bedok made me tat tired mentally..

went back to bedok to attend the wake.. yup.. din tink bout it.. went to help fold the incense paper and stuff.. yea.. time flies i guess.. it was 1145pm already when im asked to go home.. yup… dad told me tat i gotta stay over in one of the 5days… sigh.. dunno when… yup… guess ill be off for now… playing bball tml… sunday is the first match for youth cup.. hope nothing gonna go wrong.. till den…

















*pens off*

DUMB DAY

YES! today is a real dumb day i tell u… it gonna be a duper uber long whining post!

first! i had to wear formal today.. its like after so long of not wearing.. damn! when i wear it i feel duper uncomfortable.. yea.. its the first presentation for the yr and i dun even feel good bout it!

second! after FOI tutorial saw june and joyce and they told me that the presentation gonna be real damn sucky.. and asked me to take a look.. right….. i went in.. its like wth! she totally shoot the groups like seriously condemning them to hell like tat.. this one i nvr lie okie.. its like… asking some dumb qns where she’s the onli one who can find it and answer it.. like wtf?!
right… i shall stop the dumb vocab or not it will continue..

third! there’s a last group for the first class that got shot by HER bout wat unfair and fair thing lar.. its like she’s the one who drag the whole timing for each class! and she’s hungry and wanna have her lunch… -.-”"
okie lar.. but on the last group perspective its like they waited for so long.. zzz! and in the end gotta wait some more.. right.. in the end she flared up and ask them to present.. and when they present they got shot worse lar.. its like shooting them like they got no emotions like tat.. like wth! okie… super irritating rite!

fourth! this i gotta really thank God.. serious.. coz she has a meeting at 2.. and my group was the first to present.. yup.. so its like jerry ang and ms lina took us.. but things werent as great as we thought.. yup.. jerry ang ask super LAME qns can! its like we told him the answer liao den he was like asking a question that we jus explained the answer.. totally! argh! but still… its like after we present finish and i went out of LT den my group saw her.. really lar! thank God..

but last! from wat i heard in the end C156 din do they presentation today.. tats like -.-”"
if it was me ill be like cursing and swearing at her lar.. okie.. i must be more civilised please.. okie.. but serious lar.. i mean if its u… waiting from morning in formal, prepared since ytd night.. who wont be angry and pissed?! right…

FINALLY! bball training was like…. YAWNS lar! okie… kinda had a hard time teaching them.. sunday gonna be the day.. sigh.. i dunno how much they have learnt but hope everything jus turns out well.. yup.. gonna thank shu ping beforehand! hehehe.. she’s gonna get me my HONEY MILK TEA! HEHEHE! wheee~~
till den!
















*chaos*

darn

right…. currently in school, dreading wat i jus got to know bout, feeling so reluctant to do it, trying to avoid it.. YES! the dumb youth cup fixtures is out! BAH!

first match starts on 27may SUNDAY! -.-”"

right… here’s the schedule..

27 may, sun – 12pm, T-net
8 june, fri – 830pm, home united
10 jun, sun – 3pm, stackers
20 jun, wed – 830pm, team HARV

yes! darn! i jus hate it lar.. serious..

firstly, coz we dun have the team work yet.. i dunno how we gonna play the game..

secondly, the first 3 teams i have frens who are inside.. YAWNS!

thirdly, wednesday i end sch at 7pm and friday i end sch at 6pm.. ZZZ~!

seriously i dunno how to play it.. shucks.. its all bout experience but still… i jus hate the feeling im feeling now.. =.=”"

right… tml is my CASH presentation oso.. after tat is training.. yea.. guess ill forgo the pirates of the carribean tixs for my bball already.. sigh… i dunno wat to do lar.. till den….

*updates*
and guess wat… i jus did my scheduling in my schedule book and i jus realise that i have my term test on the 5th and 6th of june.. -.-”"
darn! its like stupid shits lar.. yea.. sian.. right… i should have positive thinking.. jus hope we wont screw the whole game and no one is injuried! hehe! yea.. hmm.. and many bdays are around the corner! ahhh! okie dokie.. gotta go do my que card for tml’s presentation already! tata!
















*walks off*

training

im back! not very tiring i guess today’s training.. hehe.. right…. coz….! i woke up at 11.. HAHA! yea.. went to meet joyce and june at 12 to have lunch.. skipped apel.. X:

right…. in the end we went to have takeaways in business school.. hehe! i tell u.. this is the infuriating thing already.. at 1250pm…. damn! the tutor called and say no lab and tut lesson lar! damn! its like 1-4.. NUTTING TO DO! its really like wtf?!?! XX:

okie… ill be civilised.. hmm.. serious lar! damn mad can.. sian.. yup.. den jasmine came to fbi lab to find me.. yea.. was like damn bored lar.. played bejeweled and lost like 5 times when june onli lost 2 times.. i tink bejewel hates me.. ):

yea.. accompanied jasmine to eat den came back le.. went for CASH lecture.. duper boring i tell u.. i was like playing ming’s DS and onli copy notes when there’s a need.. -.-”"

neways.. went for training.. hmm.. yup.. not bad lar.. hahaha.. ohs! damn funny i tell u.. its like we placed 2 candles 1 for shu ping 1 for wanying.. HA! shu ping took out the candle we pushed deep inside.. next was wanying.. in the end we push her head and the whole cake drop on the seat lar! LOL! waste the whole cake.. but still! we ate the top part.. yucks i know but who cares?! X:

hehehe.. training was alright.. yup.. tried to tell the yr 1s how they should run and stuff.. tell till i really no comments.. not gonna talk bout it.. really duper infuriating.. right…

*DROP IT CELINE!*

okie… i shall upload the pics for the day today! hehehe.. yea.. till den folks! ((:

right… there’s the bday girl on the left and a belated bday girl on the right! D

see that siao girl on my right… was like hugging my fats happily lar! ):

yup.. tats like almost all of the seniors tat was present today! cynthia being the photographer! X:

yes! im really being so molested down here.. mad peeps..!

cam-whoring by placing the cam on cynthia’s car front screen! lol!

yup… tats us again! hahahhaha.. oooo! notice how punk and rock adeline is?! XX:

*chaos*

monday~

please mark on your calendar the date 20th May 2007, Sunday.

right… marked already? i will tell u the reasons..

firstly, i woke up at 830 but reach church at 940 when service starts at 10am

secondly, even tho i super long nvr do the projector thing i din screw it up!

thirdly, i was listening throughout the sermon.. *amazing i know*

fourthly, i stayed at home today for the whole day!

okie.. i know its jaw dropping to some.. but watever.. X:

hahahah.. yup.. its like after church slack awhile den go home.. i stayed at home lar.. amazing can.. and damn funny lar.. its like some people thought i couldnt know that its her using ppl msn account talking to me lor.. lol.. funny lar.. hahaha.. den after tat she suddenly offline.. call me and say she dunno press wat den auto shut down the com..

BUT! i jus realise that she went to press the POWER button lar.. =.=”"
lol.. okie.. and she is the silly pigpig, tingting.. yup.. haha.. right..

neways! its like suppose to do my powerpoint slides in the end i went to sleep.. HA! yea.. slept till like 7.. den after that eat and watch spiderman 2 lar.. lol.. great right.. hehe.. after tat went to do my ppt.. which was like at 945.. hmm.. yea.. and its like chatting and doing my ppt.. double greatness.. hmm.. in the end i like went to bed at 1.. duper tired lar..

ohs.. thanks to my dad for blowing my hair lar.. or not i cannot sleep so early.. yup.. hehe..

today morning woke up and something awaits me.. hehe.. reach sch and i receive something tat brightened my day lar..

haha.. i got donuts! wheee~~
yea.. much much thanks to tingting and weiqiang ah! DDD
hmm.. went sch jus to attend 1 lecture.. sian.. its like CASH 2 hrs no lecture.. woah lao.. waste time lor.. yup.. but hehe.. mac breakfast atome to my time wasting session.. HEHEHE!

yup.. next lecture at 1-2.. hahaha.. yea.. after tat i guess its like project meeting till dunno wat time.. hmm.. yea..

*updated*

argh.. suppose to have project meeting in the end its like….. no more project meet.. zzz! yea.. den waited for the entrepreneurship finance lecture.. darn! in the end they say like wat.. those who haven taken financial accounting or business accounting dun need go.. woah lao! they should have said earlier lor.. hmm..

neways.. went to TM and CS with joyce june and ming.. yea.. not bad lar.. was looking around for perfume.. hmm.. right…. had a good time.. guess i will be like slacking or not sleep.. yea.. gotta do my research as well for entrepreneurship.. sad life eh.. its like everyday project project.. hmm.. till den…*adios*

bball again!

exhausted is the word.. yup.. ha! woke up like 11.. din have breakfast cum lunch with my mum.. hmm.. yup.. after tat went for bball-ing.. met shu ping at pasir ris int.. den after tat go le.. not many ppl turn up today.. sian.. right…. i played till super tired lar.. serious.. lol.. ytd totally drained my energy.. so its like today slacked.. X:

hmm.. yea.. nutting much.. went to eat with tingting and tina at KFC.. ohs.. tat tingting really bth her lar.. lol.. dunno wat to say oso.. hmm.. after tat went to walk walk with her and her fren called hmm…. ohs! poh ting.. -.-”"

right… okie lar.. left for church.. hmm.. yea.. its like been kinda long since i stepped into church already.. past 2 weeks was like sat bball sun overslept.. hmm.. yup.. typed the songs already den went back home le.. duper tiring lar.. hehehe.. to prepare for tml for not being late! i shall go sleep early.. hehe.. cya!













*toodles*