How does it start?

Tell me when did it started and how are we involved.
Tell me when will it end and how much damage will it cause.
Tell me how do we solve and what can we do.
Tell me that it does not hurt and tears don’t fall.

I haven’t been into the fields for a long time. It gonna start hard and might end strong. Maybe I need time to adapt all over again, and there will still be chances for me to adapt to a new environment.

I had a sudden lost of love at that point of time, which really got me wondering why. Is it because we’re all out of love, that it turned into something nasty, something that’s called hatred. Love became a sensitive word to use or say.

Once bitten, twice shy. Maybe we all got sick of life, that the one you respect the most does not treat life seriously. Does it start this way when you just pass 19? That you’re mature and old enough to bear this heavy responsibility for life. Owning and disowning, is a choice or is a lie?

You don’t know me, yes you don’t.

The big smiles.

So first of all. Let’s begin with the surprises.

 

The one that bluffed me that she went home and left some stuff on the table downstairs my house, trying her luck to see if i can find it.But end up surprising me at some corner where you can see her stand-out yellow jacket. It’s so silly but yet funny. Hahaha. Never have enough fun with you around! Much much <3<3 and =* =*.

 

Its 7 years and still counting. The one who asked me so many questions on how to get a SB and all. End up I was being surprised with it and a chocolate cake that was ordered by her. Hahaha. Still! Many many loves ahead.  

So its another bag, but its good. (: So I have another bag to carry around for training or travel to Malaysia or something. HAHAHA. Din expect you to turn up with Meilan but yeah. Hahaha. Thanks neways. SD.(:

 

Right, I got no nice pictures and so here it is. So we both have the tendency to stick out our tongue at different direction when we take pictures, it was concluded in many photos. HAHAHA. It was so funny when I always tell her that she could throw her phone away because she don’t pick up my calls! Yeah, I got this cookies and it was so sweet of her. Hahaha. <3 (:

 

First friend in church and first friend with the shortest tongue. HAHAHA. Very sweet of her to come down all the way to my house downstairs in the morning to pass me the sweetest gift on earth. So it was a pencil box she sewn for me. First was 17 oranges, then 18 flowers, and it was exceptional this year. Hugs&Kisses. (:

Next! Many thanks to all who wished me via any communication access. Msn, Friendster, Handphone, Facebook, and blog! I had some unexpected ones in, but not for some expected ones. Oh wells. It was a blessed bday. (:

So it marks the end of my birthday birthday, but I know I’ll be having many belated ones huh 2Js. Hahahaha.

Any old how!

BLESSED BIRTHDAY CHEN SHIYI! (:

Time race.

So days get shorter.
MP gets harder.
People gets fluster.
Time gets lesser.
Parties gets fewer.
Fun gets lower.

Oh well well. So much for the race. This is so stupid. Stop complaining Cel.

So my week is all unplanned. I don’t know what will happen the next day. It’s so boring now. Nothing better to do. It’s just stare and stone hoping that everything goes well.

Head to bed la. Boring shits.

Titles are so tough to form up.

I’ve given up thinking about title for half of my night, till I got no more time to blog. It’s always such a tough start.

Oh wells, school at 10am today and I think I’m quite superb. HAHAHA. So I woke up like 30mins late and not too bad, I reached school by 10am. Yeah, PHP-pro came to our rescue and we kinda solve those codes already. But I receive a call just now and I’m told that the PHP-pro said that our codes are kinda messy and stuff. So we sorta gotta re-do it. *throw stones* Since its for our own good, we shall and I hope we can understand. It’s seriously the last and final push and it’s maybe just a few days of enjoyment after presentation.

Yes yes, so I went for the SIP briefing as usual and I got into like Enterprise Banking at DBS Shenton Way with Derick. So I’m starting work at 9am, I think its not too bad huh. Hehehe, but I end at 615pm. Yawns yawns. Full formal for the first day, which I think its abit funny because my mom says that nowadays people do not wear full formal with blazer to work. Oh well, since its to have a good first impression. It’s like just give it a shot.

Training was super quiet la, onli 3 of us at 7:30pm. So it was kinda light and gym as usual. Squats was tiring forever la, because it was 2mins. I’m dead tired now. Goodnight.

I don’t like to play minesweeper on msn!

What title?

So I shall be consistent. Morning was kinda hard to get up and I cannot imagine I gotta wake up so much earlier in 2 weeks time. Talking bout 2 weeks, there’s a SIP briefing tmr at 2pm. Oh wells. I hope it wont be anything much.

Rain rain go away, come again another day. Little children wants to play, rain rain go away.

Down to Expo for some dog show. Let’s talk bout my first time experience. HAHAHA. So for all dog shows like this, you have to pay a fee to get in, and dogs have a share too! All fees paid and so it was touring in the hall for like 6 rounds before lunch break because paying 6bucks for a round is a lil too expensive huh. So it was it! You see the ever so common schnauzer, toy-like super huggable and bimbo poodles, pretty and handsome huskies, hotdog corgi, puppy-looking golden retriever, Border collies, Bichon Frise, make-up maltese, SUPERBIG Alaskan Malamute, and a few more.

Dinner and its HOME. OH. And I bought the corn plaster, so I’m determined to remove it once and for all. I hope it drops out like PIAP super fast kind. =\

Any old how. Another week of struggle before submission, and I hope submission would be a good one. Then it would be attachment for 6months. Oh well well, everyone goes through tat phase of life don’t they?

Beautifully broken.

Fireworks was fantabulous. Looking at every colour when it pops out, its feels like many small Christmas stars crowding around you. It falls so perfectly in the dark night sky, as if its within your grasp. It’s like wonders. Although it might shoot out in dull golden colour, but it would end with another bright colour which mesmerize you till it die off. So it was that spectacular 10mins that forms such amazing stars which were so near yet so far.

Did I pass my descriptive passage! HAHAHA. Oh wells. It was nothing much because I had a nice time rotting my day away till its fireworks. It’s been a long time since I rotted like this (although it wasn’t really rotting). Tried mapling but it was too lonesome to maple alone and CS wasn’t too good either because I kinda suck now with like 12 frags and 17 deaths. TSK.

Yes, I’m gonna sleep early. I can predict that my next week won’t be so much of fun anymore. ):

Stalkers

I swear I sure do have loads of stalkers around me, trying to figure out what’s going on with my friends and especially my life. It’s like at least 25 views per day and it can fluctuate till 40 over views. W.O.W.

Oh wells. Thursday and Friday seems like a breeze because it was YAY rest day on Thursday and friendly today! I don’t know why but I was feeling so much better than the past few times. Run and ran and run and ran.

Nothing to talk about, just that life just revolve around you me and basketball. Yes, I’m determine to wake up early every Sunday. I gotta prove it and make it right!

Alrights, school’s a turn off tmr at 10am in the morning. It suck totally and so! I gotta forsake my basketball match at 1am later. Damn!

:D

It was a happy training because it was just easy picsy. YAY YAY please. It was kinda thanks to poon. Neways.

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY CHERYL POON.

So it was just normal skipping withOUT the 30rounds timing thing [DOUBLE YAY YAY YAY!] then to gym. HEHEHEHE.

Headed to coach Jiang’s house for some korean kinda food. There was ricecake and fishcake with some orange soup and some doughy egg-like kinda food with cabbage, squid, prawn and onions for dinner. Oh wells, quite nice I think. Hehe.

Finally some rest on Thursday before Friday starts and WEEKENDS. I finally ended my torturous weekday. -Claps-

Dull and boring

Life has been mundane NOWnowNOW because it has been a routine – morning training, MP time, night training, home, sleep. It repeats for every single day and I don’t even feel like going online. I just take my chance to sleep when I can. Although I can sleep 11hours but my mind is too tired to move on. Tsk tsk.  

Training was horrible yet its YAY because it was 3 consecutive days of hell running and it’s the last day! I can’t wait for Thursday then Friday, then double YAY! Weekends *Dance to the groove*

OH, and I make lost another left contact len of mine and I gotta use my last pair which was for October. It had been the second time losing my LEFT contact len LA. I wonder what’s up with the eyeball of mine. Any old how, I had a horrible eye incident on Monday.  ):

I tried wearing my contact lens in the toilet for training later on Monday. When I was on my way to Aljunied it caused some sensation to my eye and I thought it was okay because it always happen to me like that when I’m tired. When I reach home, I tried taking it out and I didn’t realise that I was actually touching/pressing/digging my eyeball. It was totally gross shit and I even asked my mom to help me with it. Since she couldn’t really see at night, she even suggested to take a clip to clip it out. *Runs around hysterically* So after trying so hard to pull out the “contact lens” which was actually a layer of gel-like thing that’s on my eye (I was told by my mom the next day that it was my cornea), I went to touch my right eyeball to double check and I FINALLY concluded that my left contact len wasn’t there at all. !@#^&*!@*!@&*# LA. I made my eyes super red that it was NO contact lens for the next day for training at all. I was almost blind. It was so scary that I thought that tomorrow morning I might just go blind. -.

So much for wearing contact lens huh. Such updates on my life. HAHAHA. I bet my blog stats gonna hit the high rolls again and I will never know who are they. Yawns.

Oh well well, MP was a boo-er because it’s the same old thing again, C-O-D-E-S. I can never run away from it. Running against time with so many things on hand – bball, MP, commitment.

I wonder if its really Him talking to me through people, asking me back to His side. Bball has taken so much of my time that even a dog can know that I got no time for other people. I should just not be lazy and be a morning person too huh, and have the right heart for Him. I should not start skipping. Action, not words Cel.

Here comes weekdays.

Weekdays are here again, which I dread badly.

Training gonna kill me bad and I’m only looking forward to Friday when its Monday today. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Friday. Morning and night. I really wonder how long can i stay motivated. Its really tiring trying so hard to push myself to go for the torturous training everyday.

MP, coming to an end soon. I will never ever get slightly happier when I’m growing a year older. Its always exams, project, MP, and so many other things on. 1st Sept gonna mark the end of MP but when’s SIP!? =\

Oh wells, at least I enjoyed my weekends. It was cool.

It was not a bad show, kinda funny in a way. HAHAHA. But it shouldn’t be named as the MUMMY since there isn’t any MUMMY! HAHAHA.

Hmmm, Stayover was awesome.

I’m tired and lazy to blog. Drink drank drunk puked slept ate and eat and home. Just the time spent! (:

<3<3s