So there goes my first time. .. ..
It was painful and I have to squeeze the bed to ease the pain. ..
There was a sensation, yet gives you comfort. ..
It went hard, yet soft at times. ..
It opens the hard spot and gives relief to the soft. ..
It makes your legs go so wobbly after it ends. ..
Thanks for the leg massage! HAHA.
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When I was like half asleep in the noon, the thought of marriage came to my mind that kept me occupied. Not that I thought of getting married, but the fact that I’m coming 20 this year and most people who are still so called youngsters like me thought of getting married. Its really scary when the thought struck my mind and I can never imagine people getting married at the age of 20-22. The fact that I have not completed my studies, or even started working, I cannot imagine myself getting married with only 800bucks in my bank account and not even contributing a small rightful amount of my money to my parents. I think its something I have to fulfill before everything is done. I still feel life’s really short, but going through each years seems to make you grow up so much than you once was. I can never hurry myself to reach the adult age to get married when I have not enjoyed my life! To me, my 20 years of my life was not fulfilling enough that make me want to get married. HAHA. Right, I think I’m thinking too much. Cel stop thinking of the topic of marriage. Tsk. But its really terrifying to see more and more teenagers planning to get married so soon. Oh wells, different mentality but still! FULLSTOP.
Life becomes so uncool with trainings. Sigh, but oh wells. The catch up on Wednesday was good. So there were so many ideas of how to keep my uncool life better. Oh yes, so the different kind of jobs that I want to do:
1. Work at Starbucks and learn how to make some good coffee? I think its quite good because I can make some coffee for myself next time or even for coffee lovers like my mom and bro. HEHE.
2. Camp instructor? BUT BUT BUT. I got no lobangs, or can I even be a camp instructor for like less than half a year?!
3. Try to learn how to be a coach and attend some afternoon trainings with secondary school kids? I never thought how nice would it be because I haven’t been under the sun for eons.
Right, so many weird thoughts lately. Tsk. Oh yes, talking bout weird. So there was neoprints today, and I watched this!
I shall give ie a 4.5/5. It’s really cute to see how you really grow up with a dog in the house. It’s really the part and parcel of life. So yes, I teared. Its kinda funny because when it was the crying climax, there was like opening tissue packet sounds everywhere. It’s really sad, when they say that dogs, especially Beagles, would run away from their house to die alone, because they would not want to die in the family. It’s really saddening, dogs are really sweet. Oh wells. And so I was with the dog owner, and the dog struck my mind. I can never imagine it happening to the dog owner. ):
Massage on Saturday, wish me luck. They say first timer would cry because the massage gonna be painful. =|
Goodnight swelling fingers.
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Random incidents:
1. My knee seems to be kinda old which hurt for consecutively 4days which freaked me out and I decided that I should really go SSC for a doctor check.
2. The supplements that I’m suppose to take gave me allergies such as bad sore throat and serious block nose, which actually happened months ago when I took it the first time round.
3. Life seems to be so meaningless now, lazing around and taking naps in the noon so that I’ll have enough energy for trainings at night.
4. Had physio today and the massage just on my right I-T Band and trigger ball on both legs made it bruised and swell.
5. I had Popeyes on Sunday, gonna have Pizzahut on Tuesday, Seafood on Wednesday, DTF most prolly on Friday. What fatty good life.
6. Seems like everyone’s having strains in their own r/s, be it family, friends or love ones. Sometimes I really wish I could handle it well. It’s shaking like a volcano eruption yet it can be as peaceful like the sea. Yawns. Tell me about it.
7. I’m so afraid of mosquitoes now because it can randomly bite me for 3 consecutive nights, and come back again to bite me.
8. If only we have 30 hours a day when we’re having holidays and only 15 hours when we’re studying or working.
9. I hope my motivation for training last me till I’m getting my position, I guess I need the SSC.
10. I hope I wrote everything that happened for now. Goodnight.
I’m starting not to believe in togetherness, in birthdays, in love, in tolerance with each other.
What can you give and repay when everything happened, happened for a reason.
Oh wells, neways!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY.
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I still want a pretty husky. ..
Oh wells, I can only get one under 3 circumstances:
1. My Mom allows and my parents get it for me.
2. I strike lottery of which I don’t buy.
3. Some good souls buy it for me.
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HEHEHE. So today was Happy valentine day. I got out with my worst valentine partner. 
DDD
Valkyrie was a not bad show. How sad that the Germans actually had 15 known attempts to kill Adolf Hitler but never succeeded. It was stupid that Hitler died because Berlin was surrounded and Hitler committed suicide. TSKTSK. Damn stupid, but all hail to the people who fought for freedom and justice. I’ll have a 4/5 for it.
Oh yeah, down to Night safari at night, like DUH. Its super interesting to see those animals that I haven seen for years I guess. There was SLOTH BEAR, but maybe it became too slothish at night and hid in some rocks. ):
There were animal shows and stuff, and the appearance of wolves were like WOOHOO. Looks like my pretty husky. OHOH. Not forgetting the flying squirrels. It was totally swesome. HEHE.
Yeah, dead tired. It’s like 2 in the morning, please Mr mozzies, stop sucking my blood. My whole neck have dots of your lovebites. FYI, I had mozzie bites every night for 4 days already. Tell me how to stop them from coming to me!
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Life have been really meaningless and boring. It has been like rotting at home, thinking if training would be tough or procrastinate on whether to go, feel like swimming all day long with the hot sun but its always not on my side, finding things to do when I’m at home.
Oh wells, life still goes on. HAHA. Had 2 trainings consecutively for 2 days and I guess my knees is starting to feel it all over again. YAY! Finally rest day tmr, gonna do some exciting stuff. HAHA.
Goodnight world, Happy Valentines yo.
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Times have been bad, like really bad.
CNYs, random date to play bball and meet new people and happy kids, impulsive shopping, and indecisive to go trainings.
Oh yeah, applied for universities too, and it was kinda crap. It’s like I’m using non-academic results to get in, but I’m not putting in the effort to go for trainings. Maybe my mentality is really too weak, but the times when I was so busy with attachment and not joining them for trainings, and times when the team faced the problems together without me. .. Its like left-out and out of place to go back. Oh wells, we’ll see bout that eh.
Went to NUS’s SOC to hear some talk which allowed me to DS halfway through. I must say this – Phy can never cook with cooking mama. We laughed secretly or else we’ll be kicked out of the lecture hall. Oh yes, random shopping which I was not as rash and Phy on that day. LOL. But we’re kinda like stuck at TANG’s onisuka tiger area for quite long. So I’m destined that my fat legs can never wear those shoes. ):
Oh yes, but my bro bought me this NIKE bag and I bought myself a AirJordan. YAY YAY. Oh wells.
Ball-ed on Sunday to try to get my motivation for training back. Things din change tho. But we played with kids, which became happy kids instead of angry/sad ones. It was fun and happy. HAHA. Chomp-ed at night which was shit because of the amount of people there before 8pm. Z.
Yes yes, I should exercise soon. No motivation, so slothish and fattish because Zoey says that my tummy is growing. ):
Goodnight.
Lousy connection here.
Right. So today was many many events but I’ll just upload everything.
Heading to bed now.
Goodnight folks!
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